Once Bullied (Book 2)

{16}: Devastation and guilt

SUMMER'S POV
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I woke up stretching out yesterday's event slapped me in the face my heart rammed against my ribcage making me winch in pain I let out some breaths getting up and walking into the connected bathroom in the dorm.

I splashed warm water on my face looking at myself in the smudged mirror I needed to get dressed before I'm late I thought to myself picking out a simple outfit and shoes dressing in the bathroom.

Brushing my hair until the knots came out slipping my shoes on grabbing my bag and phone I made it to class on time sitting in my regular assigned seat, college students poured in glaring at me while others just didn't look my way.

"She made Carter change classes" some of the students turned my way I shifted the other way, I didn't know he did that I balled my fists closing my eyes breathing in and out.

"Okay, class this lesson were going--" I tuned my teacher out focusing on nothing in particular I wanted to take things slow but me and my big fat mouth got me somewhere else.

"Miss, write are you listening?" I stared at him shaking my head no.

"Well you need to this is the second time" I shrugged my shoulders playing with the hem of my shirt he didn't say anything else but went back to his lesson that was on the board.

"You can't go around and being sad, your the one that drove Carter away" I snapped my eyes to the boy that said his name I gritted my teeth together my jaw locking up.

"Shut. the. fuck. up" I forced out he rolled his eyes leaning in his seat smirking at me twirling his pencil in his hand.

"Summer grow up and stop cussing were adults now, this isn't high school or middle school now is it" his eyebrow qirked up his licked his lips still looking at me, I had no words I just put my head down on the desk feeling the tears well up in my eyes but I didn't let them fall.

My next class was Ms. Epps the old hag that can barely hear, you have to shout so she can hear you I pulled my homework out slapping it on her desk going to my seat, all the students I saw before were in all my classes except for Carter.

"Guys listen up" we all looked around confused no one was talking or making a sound, I hated College the kids here are worse than my old high school, my mind drifted off to Carter his beautiful eyes small lips and his smile that gives me butterflies my stomach twisting into knots.

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Guilt washed over me when I saw Carter sitting next to his friends in the lunchroom I messed this one up not him his girlfriend waltzed over sitting next to him kissing him on the lips he smiled hugging her, he looked so fucking happy without me.

I grabbed my lunch slamming it on the table sitting down roughly, a girl eyed me eating her food scrolling through her phone.

"Who the hell pissed you off" she chuckled setting her phone down.

"Life did" I stared at my food not really feeling hungry.

"Well I'm haylie Adams" she smiles at me waiting for my name.

"I'm summer" her eyes widen.

"Your summer, everyone's been talking about on 'Tell it', you've been the talk of the day now" she kind of looked sad scooting next to me.

"What's tell it" she showed me her phone it was a app that someone had a picture of the person and the title and everyone talk smack about the person.

I read it slowly scanning my eyes on the comments and the title

'Summer that cries over someone else's boyfriend' I scoffed rolling my eyes.