Once Bullied (Book 2)

{11}: Ignored

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Once Bullied

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CARTER'S POV
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I tried pleading with summer begging her to stop ignoring me. I just want things right between us like it used to be. that girl that kissed me meant nothing, she was always the stubborn one. I love when her face lights up like a Christmas tree. Her angelic voice when she laughs.

I can't stop thinking about her, how she just ended up crying about pointless bullshit.

I saw summer come in the kitchen sitting across from me with a scowl on her face, I tried putting my hand on hers but she pulled back fast without a glance, I sighed looking at her.

"Summer please stop ignoring me" I begged her, I put my hands in my hair gripping it slightly.

She scoffed rolling her bloodshot eyes.

"Fuck. Off." She spat getting up making something to eat, I got up slowly walking up to her. I wrapped my arms around her slim waist pulling her against my chest. Her shoulders moved from her trying not to let a sob out.

"Summer please listen to me, I know you might hate me. But I did nothing wrong" I turned her around so she was facing me.

"I don't believe you, it seemed like you loved that sloppy kiss" she hiccupped pushing me away, I let her slip away from my grasp. I banged my hand on the countertop making her jump in surprise.

"Goddamnit summer!, I-I didn't mean to hurt you okay I always-" I trailed off not meeting her eyes.

"Always what Carter?, Hated me. Tell me huh why? do you always do this to me- I hate you- an--".

"Can you shut the fuck up!" My nose flared up, I stared at her with tears in my eyes, I might be cruel but I have feelings too.

"I always loved your summer, the first time I met you at the park...and I'm sorry for treating you like shit I can't change the past and change what happened. Every time I did hurt you my heart clenched with pain, my head hurt for days I really am sorry. please forgive me" I stood there with tears going down my cheeks, summer pulled me into a hug rubbing my back.

"I forgive you" she whispered in my ear. I cried on her shoulder soaking up her shirt.

I pulled back whipping my tears with my hand. She smiled at me ready to speak.

"I never knew you loved me" she wiggled her eyebrows at me playfully, I laughed at her ready to eat something.

"You hungry?" I asked her, she shook her head yes I pulled out the cereal and milk, with the bowls and spoons. I poured the cereal letting summer pour the milk, we talked about random stuff, that's untill Summer's parents came in looking sleepy with sleep in their eyes.

"Hey Mr. And Mrs. Write," I said not looking up.

"Hey son" he slapped my back sitting next to me, I looked at summer, jealousy flashed through her eyes but she masked it with a fake smile.