you want to make me laugh?
then tell me to avoid creating
get real, grow up, blend in, forget
this trouble-instigating
well, boo-hoo, it's too bad for you
that now my blatant oddity
has transformed into great delight
a wonderful commodity
not due to a wish to feel inflated
(them below and me above)
but because what i always hated
has finally turned to love