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Ev..every....th...thing...I...s..see...is...da..dark...I...d..don't....wa...want...to...d...die....I...do..don't...w..want..to...p..pls...sa...save...me....

M...my...wh..whole...b..body...h..hurts...i..it's...pa...paining...eve...everything...i..is...bl...blur.....I..m...sh...shaking...ba...badly....i...m....sc...scared...so...af...afraid...p..pls...he...help..me.....

I..h..hate...th..this...fee..feeling...I...c..can't...bre...breathe....pro...properly....I...c..can't....s..say...a..wo..word...I...m...tr..trying...to...sp....speak...b..but...not...nothing...co..comes.....o..out...I...m...tre....trembling....I...ca...can't...ev...even...sta...stand.....I...c..can...see...on..only...m..my...de..demons..m..my...arms...r...red....

T..tears...wo...won't...s..stop....i..it..hu..hurts...I...fe...feel...s..so...co..cold..I...al...also...di...didn't...e..eat...si..since..to..today...mor...morning....I...d..did..ate...b..but...pu..puked..it..out....I...fe...feel...so...cold....s..so..nu..numb...eve...everything....is....fa...fading....I....wa...wanna...c..cut........

P..pls...s..save...me.....it...i..is...hu...hurting...t..too..mu..much.......p..pls.......

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