My Feelings..

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It's all dark here, A cold dark place,

All lonely and alone, 

There is no escape from this place,

I can hear sobs, but they are muffled,

I try to find the direction from where they are coming, 

So I make my way through the cold dark room,

I suddenly fell my feet wet,

I try to figure out the reason for them getting wet all of a sudden,

I use my hands and feel the area where I am standing,

I feel like I am standing in water,

I touch the liquid, the liquid was thick unlike water,

I tried smelling it and it smelled blood,

I realized that I am standing in a pool of blood,

But who's blood can it be? Maybe of the person whose cries I heard earlier!

I carefully make my way forward,

Slowly the cries are getting louder, 

The cries are more clear now, 

It's a girl! Yes these are cries of a girl!

I finally figure it out, but I still don't know who she is,

I keep on moving ahead,

Oh! I hit something on the ground,

I sit and touch it,

It's a bagpack, wait there are more things around it,

I find a small box beside the bag, 

I opened it, there was something in there,

Something thin and it felt cold,

Oww! I felt that something cut my skin,

This feeling felt familiar,

It..it's a blade,

Suddenly I can't hear anymore cries, it's all quite now

I couldn't stop thinking what happened to that girl,

I moved little ahead only to bump into something again,

Wait this time it's not something, it's someone!

I felt little terrified,

I sat down and touched the person, 

I held the person's wrist and

All of a sudden the cold, dark room was filled with bright light,

I squeezed my eyes shut and slowly opened them, 

I can now see everything clearly,

My eyes landed on the body in my arms,

I screamed loudly on seeing the girl I was holding.....

.. IT IS ME,

W..why is it me? I am here... so how can I be that girl??

 I look at myself and see that I am wearing the same clothes as her,

I looked at my wrist and saw many cuts on it,

they looked exactly the same to those on the girl's wrist,

I start feeling dizzy and everything goes dark,

My head starts hurting a little,

I can see vivid images in my mind,

Slowly they became clear, wait why is it me again,

I was cutting myself with a blade and my arms were bleeding a lot,

then other me entered the room and followed by everything I saw,

I..it was a flashback,

Means that the girl in front of me is me, myself,

I get closer to my body and check my pulse,

But there was nothing,

Everything now made sense, I understood everything now,

I remember everything, 

The body is my dead body, 

I felt that I am starting to fade,

I embraced my body for the last time,

I smiled and faded forever only to be forgotten.....

                         -Jazz

( I love you guys.)