Heard these words?

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"Be strong don't give up,"

Heard these words?

Yes I did not once, not twice, not thrice,

but so many times to lose a count of it,


"Be yourself, be you,"

Heard these words?

Yes I did not just once but may a times,

but what is the use of being yourself in this fake world,

where no one accepts you for being yourself,


"Don't cut, it's not going to improve things,"

Heard these words?

Yes I did, but what of it?

Yeah I know it won't improve things,

but what will do? The answer remains unknown,


"See her scars, she demands attention"

Heard these words?

Yes I did but....

I... never did it for attention,

I did it because I wanted to feel  something,

I hated the feeling of being empty so I did it,


"See that girl sitting alone in the corner? She's a monster"

Heard these words?

Yes I did but never knew the reason I was called a monster,

Was it my fault for being like this? What did I do to be a monster?

What did I do to be left alone?

Please someone explain because the questions eats me up......


"It will be fine, try doing something happy"

Heard these words?

Yes I did but what is that something happy?

When will it be fine? Only after I give up,

Coz at this point nothing hurts more than our own existence,

And the thing will always be that it isn't going to be fine ever,


There's no way out of this endless maze,

You just get lost in it...........


                                          -Jazz


(God how badly I want to end all this, I just want to jump off a high place and end it all at once)

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