I miss cutting

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I miss cutting, Yes I do miss it,
Because it was my only escape when I was trapped,
It was a way for me to comfort myself,
Cutting felt better for me then crying all night while having an anxiety attack,
Just a small blade was able to relax me, even 1 cut was enough,
Because that was my escape,
It sounds weird but what else can one do when have no one to share their feelings,
Everyone says you do share with me, I'll be there for you,
But they don't mean it,
And I don't blame them for it, it must have been me only, I'm the problem,
So I had found my solution
And that was cutting;

                              -Jazz

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