My Feelings..

Sorry I can't do this anymore..

So everyone this is not an update it is what I am feeling everyday.......

I want to say that.......

I can't do this anymore

I am not able to do this anymore

It is too much

The pain is too much

I can't understand what is going on with me

It is like nothing is wrong but nothing is right either

I know people have told me that I am worth a lot but I can't bring myself to believe it

My world is falling apart

My insecurities are growing

I can't help myself

I want to starve myself

I want to do so many things but just can't do

It's like I don't have motivation for anything now

I am not able to handle it

I feel empty from inside now

I want someone to see the real me who is broken

I don't know how much can I handle it more

I don't want to be this strong 

I die everyday from inside

I want to heal

I have few friends who are going through the same thing

I don't want them to suffer like this

I hate seeing them in the same condition as me

I can't even help them

I am sorry

I can't

I just can't..........