Killed her

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She felt better alone
The time when she was all alone and lonely she kept things bottled in her heart
She survived it all, even if it hurted her so much,
She was still able to do it,
But then someone told her to open her heart to others and share her pain,
She didn't wanted to do it because she knew what would happen,
But the person didn't give up, in the end she opened up,
The person stayed and always asked her to be open,
But soon the person lost interest in her
She just said things and the person listened, soon there were no replies,
She felt like she was always nagging when the other person wasn't interested at all,
She then again wanted to be like before, wishing to be able to keep things bottled in her heart,
But found herself unable to do so,
Because she had gotten used to that, but now she didn't had the courage to tell her feelings to anyone again,
And this killed her even more than before,
She just wished to be able to be like before, poor soul she was stuck in middle with no one...

                           -Jazz

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