Sorry mom, I'm in love with a Greaser ~ the outsiders ~ greasers x reader

Chapter Fifteen

Mike looks you in the eyes. He eyes were saying sorry, already.
You look down at he floor. Johnny was also looking away. His face was pale and his cheeks were blushed.
Twobit and Dally were staring Alex straight in the face. Randy tugged on Alex's sleeve to try and move him on.
Suddenly Alex turned to you.
"Hello again", he smiled.
You had your hands in Pony's so you know that he knew that Pony was your boyfriend. You look up and say "hey", quietly and awkwardly.

You feel Pony's hand tighten as he gets angrier and more possessive. Alex moves towards you, totally ignoring Pony.
"Stand back", Twobit spits from a distance.
"Yeah man, stay back", Dally also shouts.
You look to see that Soda and Steve were gone. Great.
Alex ignored them completely and carries on slowly moving towards you. Mike doesn't know what to say.

"Wanna come back to mine, sweet cheeks?" Alex smirks at you.
You shake your head quickly and try to step backwards but your back hits the wall.
You saw a flash, and Pony hit him in the face as hard as he could. You didn't know what to do so you just stood there.
Alex staggered back, clutching his face. Blood was coming from his nose. Ponyboy was heavy breathing.
"Oh my-" you began.
Alex then straighten up and grabbed Pony by the throat.
"You little rat", he said, spitting in Pony's face.
Randy tried to pull Alex back but couldn't.

Suddenly you saw Johnny run up behind Alex and crack him over the head with a slate of concrete.
"Oh my god", you screamed.
Alex had fallen and looked knocked out.
You crouched down beside him, next to Mike. He was still breathing.
"I-I'm so sorry about this", you whispered to Mike.
"Good riddance, id say", he replied, smiling you.
You smiled back at him.

You felt Pony grab your hand and pull you out of there. You all clambered back into the car and started to drive.
Johnny sat in silence, shaking and pale.
"You okay Johnnycakes?" Pony asked him.
"Yeah, it's just, he's the guy that hit me with the rings, those 3 and Bob really but he hit me the most. I had to hit him back", he stuttered.
Dallas shushed him and he went back to silence.

Pony had stopped holding your hand and was also quiet now. Why did you have to ruin everything? Wherever you go, trouble follows. You're so fed up. You just want a peaceful day.

"Y/n you coming back for the after party?" Twobit asks you.
"No, I just want to go home", you reply. You were extremely tired.
"Well it looks like we aren't having one then", Twobit says.
"Why?"
"Because nobody is going to want to go if you don't come, idiot", Dally chimes in.
"Alright, fine I'll come", you say.
Your eyes were so tired they were almost unable to open but you were going out to drink, great decision.

You arrive back at the Curtiss house. By that time everybody seemed tired and Twobit had even fallen asleep in the car, his head leaning on Sodas shoulder. Soda and Steve were still silent, maybe because they were tired.

You all went inside and everybody lay down on the living room floor, all too tired to move. You lay with your head on Pony's chest and his arm wrapped around you tightly.
Everyone was asleep, except you, Soda and Steve who were eating cake in the corner of the room in silence. You unwrap Pony's arm from yourself and get up to go and speak to them. You go and sit next to them and neither of them acknowledged that you were there.

"What's wrong, guys?" You ask, scared to be shouted at.
"You really don't know?" Steve muttered.
"I really don't... could you tell me?" You ask him nicely.
"Look y/n, what happened a few nights ago... it was real, not just some drunken fling. We really like you, both of us and now we have to see you with my little brother. MY LITTLE BROTHER. How embarrassing is that for me?" Soda says, nearly in tears.
You didn't know what to say.
"I-I'm Sorry, I really like you guys too bu-".
"No you don't, otherwise you wouldn't be kissin Ponyboy in front of our damn faces", Steve almost shouted. Twobit sat up.
"Damn it you three, keep your voices down or save it for the morning", two spat in disgust and then smiled.
"I'm need to go home anyway, goodbye everyone", you said, walking out.

Nobody followed you so you just walked down the street in silence. It was cold and you wished that you were wearing Pony's jacket.

You heard some footsteps behind you and you swiftly turned around. It was Steve.
"I'm so sorry y/n.", he said, sincerely.
"It's okay Steve, I understand and I'm sorry too", you replied.
You both stood there in silence.
"Pony woke up and he's having a go at Soda for making you leave so I slipped out the door to find you", he said, he was still out of breathe.
He moved closer to you.
"Thankyou for finding me, is Pony mad at me for leaving?" You asked.
"A little, I think. He needs to understand that he doesn't own you, and we can have you too." He said, his voice trailing off at the end. His eyes flickered to your lips. He launched forward and caught his lips on yours. He pushed himself into you.

This time you enjoyed it, kissing him back and enjoying the taste. Then you realise THAT YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND. OH MY GOD WHAT AM I DOING? You push Steve back, braking the lip lock.
"I'm sorry-" Steve stuttered.
"I need to go", you said, turning around and running down the road. Steve didn't follow you, he didn't want to make it worse.
You hear him shout "I won't tell him", after you.
You didn't know if he was referring to Ponyboy or Soda, as both would be mad at him and you.

Oh god, what have I done?