𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭'

𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞

Joeys pov

I've been in this bathroom for about 5 minutes now I don't know what to do yet because I've never had a boner before

"Joey"I hear lex say

"Ugh yeah"I say trying not to groan in pain

"What are you doing"she says so confused

"My stomach hurts"I say

"Oh"she says as I hear her walking away

Thank god

"I'm leaving"she says yelling as I immediately pull my pants up not caring about my incident

"Where are you going"I say

"No where I just wanted to get you out of there"she says with a giggle

"Well I'm out"I say

"Hey who's your new friends at school"she tells me

"Oh um I met these—"I say getting cut off by her

"Vanessa and the others?"she says

"Well yeah how do you know?"I say

"We're friends ok chill"she says

"I met more people too"I say

"Oh did you"she says

"Yeah ja—"I say getting cut off by her again

"Yeah the dicks I told you not to get with"she says harsh

"Oh there the dicks"I say

"You know Joey I should go back home and you should too"she says walking to the door

"What"I say

"I'm just not liking you and me in the same building right now"she says

"Why can't I be friends with them"I say

"Cause you can't"she says not facing me

"Is it because every one of the boys think of sexual things on you"I say

"God no"she says finally turning to face me

"Then why"I say

Lexs pov

Warning:sexual (not dirty)

1 year ago*

I was on my way home from school when Noah yet jacks best friend offered to take me home in his Jeep when I agreed to even when I've never knew him.

"Can I drive you home"the guy said in his black Jeep knowing well it was Noah

"Yeah sure"I say not regretting at that moment

"Your jacks friend right"he says not taking his eyes off the road

"Yes I am"I say looking to see us passing my street

"Oh um you passed my st—"I say but getting cut off by him

"You know jack never told me how hot you are"he says grabbing a piece of my hair behind my ear

"Where are you taking me"I say trying to calm down

"My place"he says gripping on the steering wheel harshly

"What are you going to do to me"I say about to unbuckle my seat belt

"Calm down"he says putting him hand on my thigh

"Don't touch me"I say slapping his hand

"You shouldn't of done that Lexi"he says stoping the car in the middle of nowhere

"What are you doing"I say almost opening the door when he grabs me harshly and pulls me into the backseat

"Get off me"I say screaming

"Shhh it's ok"he says grabbing a bandanna and putting it over my mouth

I sit there looking at him get undressed as he pressured himself into me making me scream in pain making tears leave my eyes and down my cheek

Why do men do this?

He then stops and looks at me laughing. Damn this just happened

I just got raped

"If you say anything I will kill you"he says leaving me shocked

As I got home I just thought to myself if I never agreed to that ride I would of been alright

"Alexis"my mom yells out

"Yes"I say trying not to break down into tears

"We're leaving don't have any boys over"she says before hearing the door close

I should of told her I would of been alright right now but I couldn't disappoint her

I just couldn't

That night was the worst night ever my biggest regret

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Back to today

Lexs pov

"I can't tell you"I say

"Fine I'll leave"Joey says

I just wanted to tell him but I couldn't this whole thing was a secret no one ever knew except me

I can't say anything

Or I'll die

I just wished Joey didn't leave

I wish he just begged me to say it

So Noah would of gotten something he deserved

Noah the dick.

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