Y/N'S P.O.V.
I sat emotionless as the repeating scene of my husband with my sister's son replayed in my head. He looked so happy, so comfortable with the kid and it made me sad because I know that I can't give him what other women can
Once he stopped playing with him, He'd come to me cutely digging his head into my chest. On a normal day, this would make me giggle but today isn't exactly a normal day anymore.
"You ok baby?" He said, poking his head up from out of my chest.
I sigh
"Yes hon.." I tried to pretend but as always, he saw right through me.
He lifted his raven eyebrow at my dishonesty. "What's wrong, love?" He asked, with his deep voice. I hesitated before looking into his pretty brown eyes. I couldn't resist him. I couldn't lie to him.
"It's just that I saw how you were with my nephew and it made me sad because it reminded me that I can't give you kids and I mean I know we have jojo but I wanna have my own with you and I can't and It makes me feel useless!" I said, I didn't even notice that I had tears in my eyes. I didn't notice that I had said so much.
"you're not useless, baby. You give me and Joelle so much strength and we love you so much and we need you." he said, wiping the tears from my eyes with those soft hands I'd loved so much.
*flashback*
"I'm sorry Ms.L/N, the baby didn't make it" said the doctor.
I immediately burst into tears thinking that I lost my very first baby. I didn't even know what it was. I was so young, I thought my whole world had ended.
"I don't mean to add to add to your stress but I've also discovered that the impact of the accident was so critical that I'm afraid your womb isn't quick enough to develop a fetus...and it may never be. I'm sorry." Said the doctor, sympathetically.
I just burst into tears as I walked into the waiting room and was greeted by my boyfriend,and father of the now lost child.
He could tell by the look on my face that I lost the baby.
He got up and left and drive home and left me there.
I broke down into tears. I felt like I'd meant nothing now as a woman.
I don't know how but I made my way home. Despite the many missed calls frm friends and loved ones, I couldn't bring myself to answer any of them. I didn't want the world to see my pathetic face.
*end of flashback*
He took account of my sadness with the sweetest kiss. A kiss that would heal all of the world's problems.
"I love you Y/N" he said, caressing my body in the most loving way possible.
"Really?" I asked through my tears. He nodded, pulling my face back in for another kiss.
"EWWWWWWW DADDY STOP HURTING MOM!!!" Screamed Joelle as she came and squeezed between me and Roman,I was now laying,cuddled against his chest with a little someone between us.
"I love you Joelle." He said.
"Yeah I know" she said.
"oHHHHHHHH" I exclaimed, putting my hand up to my mouth in a play shock.
"oh you're a fucking loser" He said, chuckling.
Afterward,me and JoJo both jumped on him and started attacking him with soft slaps and tickles and kisses
