Crushes on you

*Chapter four-Blogs*

I throw my bookbag on my bed. During the whole ride home i tried not to talk to my mom or brother because i felt like i was going to break down and cry. When i arrived home i walked upstairs to my room and threw my bookbag on my bed. I got up and closed my room door. My face got hot and tears started to fall down my cheeks. I wiped underneath my face and sat on my bed looking outside the window. I felt like an outcast and that no one cared about me.Matthew wasnt talking to me as much and i have a crush on a boy that doesnt even look at me.I stood up taking a deep breath. I shouldnt cry about things like this but i feel like my life is crashing.

I picked up my laptop and placed it on my bed. I got down on my elbows and stomach and opened up my saved document. I had a blog that i was working on. On my homescreen of my blog on the top of the page it said Alexis daily blogs.I started this website when i was in eighth grade. People share how there feeling and what there doing.You can share your pictures and any art work that you have.This is the only website that i feel i can connect to my fans. I opened up a new tab on my laptop and searched for a picture of a broken heart. I copied the image Url. Then i pasted the image on my page on my blog.I felt like i needed to delete my blog.My blog was everything.

"Alexis im going to go to the store!" my mom yelled."Okay mom" i said. "Daniel still here" my mom said."Okay mom" i said. I closed my apple laptop a and stood up from my bed.I heard some boys shouting.I walked to my window and saw Kyle and Charlie walking.They were bouncing thier basketballs.I didnt see Matthew behind them or in front of them.What if Matthew was waiting to walk with me.I didnt want to open my window and ask them were Matthew was because Kyle was rude and i knew that charlie would just try to follow whatever kyle did.