Let me get my way | Pesy

Girlfriend

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Perrie's POV
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I knocked on Leigh and Jade's dorm. Soon Leigh opened the door.

"Pez. Come in." She said. We sat on the couch in the living room. "Jade's not here. She went with Jes." She said and I nodded. "You want something to drink?" She then asked and I shook my head to that. "Well, okay then." She said as she sat down.

"We need to talk." I said in a serious tone. She nodded. "Well, Gigi told me that she had sex with Alex when he was drunk. And she made him say that he's losing interest in me. And he actually wants me back." I confessed.

"That's great!" She exclaimed and then frowned. I know she thought about how hurt Jesy would be.

"But I'm finally over him. I don't have feelings for him. And now I think I can fall in love with Jesy. I mean I love her, but not in that way. But I really wanna change that." I confessed. She smiled widely.

"Wow. I didn't expect you to ever get over him. But you can't just fall in love with her. That would be wrong. Give it time. And I think you should tell her about all of this." Leigh suggested and I nodded.

I kissed her cheek. "You're the best." I said with a wide smile. At that moment Jade walked into the room.

"Hey girls. How you doin'?" She asked but I completely ignored the question.

"Where's Jes?" I asked, getting straight to the point.

"In her dorm. She said she wanted to be alone for a while." Jade answered. Then I stood up.

"Leigh, could you do me a favor and tell Jade what I just told you. I have something to do." I turned to Leigh.

"Yeah, of course." She replied with a smile. I walked out of the dorm and went to my dorm. When I entered I heard Jesy singing. I walked to her door and just stood there, listening to her voice.

"If I get my way, I'mma take care of you. I can take his place. Let me get my way. If you let me try, just one night, I can prove. I can take his place. Let me get my way." She sang. I could tell she wrote the song when I was still with Alex. She was singing about me not letting her in. But now I was. I opened the door.

"Hey Jes. You have a moment?" I asked. She nodded. I sat down on the floor next to her. I told her the story. She was just silent for a long time. I was getting scared.

"What should I tell you? That that's great that you're over him? When really you might just be fooling yourself to make me happy. Perrie, I really don't have the energy to deal with this kind of theatre right now. Perrie, just be honest. Do you still love him?" She got angry.

"I-I really don't. I'm telling you the truth. And the last time I cried wasn't even because of him. It was because of you, Jes." I said and locked eyes with her. "You were always there for me. And I never let you in. I never noticed you. It was always about me and Alex. And I'm sorry about that. I really wanna make it up to you, Jes. And I mean it." I confessed. She gave me a hesitant look. She still wasn't buying it. How could I make her believe me? And then it clicked.

"How? How do you wanna make it up to me? Because it's not gonna be very easy, y'know? You can't just say you're sorry and expect me to just say that it's all good. Because it isn't. I fucking loved you since the beginning and you still chose him over me, Perrie. I can't just forget that. You never noticed my feelings." She kept ranting until I put a finger on her lips. I just smiled at her and leaned forwards. Soon our lips met. At first it was just a gentle kiss, but soon Jesy's tongue licked my lower lip and I opened my mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance. The kiss was full of passion. Soon our lips parted and I continued down to kiss her jawline until I was kissing her neck. She let out a small moan. It felt good to be kissing her. Then I stopped kissing her and rested my forehead against hers. I felt something turn in my head because after that kiss I only wamted her. I forgot about everyone else. There was only Jesy.

"Did I make it up to you?" I asked with a wide smile. She nodded, smiling widely.

"Was that for real or just because you wanted us to be good again?" She asked.

"For real. Jes, I wanna be with you. I wanna spend my life with you. I wanna finally make you happy every day. I wanna see you smile. A genuine smile. Will you take me?" I asked.

"That was way too dramatic." She said and giggled. It was so cute. "But yes, I will." She said and pecked my lips. Now she was finally happy. And I knew I had someone who'll just love me back. Someone who won't do stupid shit. I had Jesy.