Let me get my way | Pesy

The beginning

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Jesy's POV
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The truth is, I think I'm in love with Perrie Edwards. It all started when I got to this uni. Pez and I were both Freshmen and we got a dorm room together. Well, Pez and I and the bitch of the school. Gigi Hadid. But she's not important. Pez and I instantly became best friends and then soon she came out to me and two other girls. Jade Thirlwall and Leigh-Anne Pinnock. You could say we were the squad.

Anyways, she came out that she's bi. And I never told them I'm actually lesbian. This whole time. And I actually always thought that she was the one for me. From the moment I met her. And then when I was ready to confess to her she told me she has a boyfriend. Alex Chamberlain. One of the most popular guys in school.

I was surprised to be honest. She was a freshmen and he was a sophmore on the football team. He is outgoing and she is socially awkward. He's popular and anyone barely knows who Perrie Edwards is. That was until she started dating him. Now everyone knows her as 'the girl who dates Alex', or 'the Perrie Edwards'.

And I tried to be with her when she was hanging out with Alex, but they threw me out. And honestly I didn't care. But I do care about Perrie. And it hurts that she doesn't notice me. And it hurts that she's distancing herself more and more from Jade, Leigh and myself.

We're still best friends, but she's more with him than with us. She barely makes time for us. She always has plans with him. And I know he's a player and he'll break her heart sooner or later. And even though I'll probably be mad at her that she ignored us, I'll probably still comfort her because I can't live without her. I can't see her cry. It makes me really sad to see her sad.

And now our sophmore year started and I wanna see if it brings me hope in getting her.