Crimson Eyes | Felix (Completed)

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I was so surprised by what just happened that I didn't move an inch. I was too shocked. Bambam pulled away without saying a word. I touched my lips realizing what he just did.

"Say something Yuna, don't leave me hanging like that please." He said softly.

"I-I don't know what to say... Are you... I mean... why?"

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner... I was so afraid of losing you that I didn't have the courage... I like you" He said looking straight at me.

It was still dark since the lights were off but I could see him a little due to the moonlight.

"I really don't know what to say Bam, I'm sorry..."

"I know you don't feel the same for me don't worry... I just wanted to try" He said sadly.

"Listen. I really like you a lot but I can't really tell you for sure if what I feel towards you is something more than just friends or not ..." I said taking his head between my hands.

He gave me a sad face. I know I hurt him and it makes me really sad. I know deep down that I don't really have feelings for him but for Felix. But I know it will never happen between Felix and I so...maybe I should try with him, who knows maybe I'll forget about Felix and fall in love with him, I already like him a lot. He his handsome, funny, caring, kind and well-mannered, I cannot deny that I always felt attracted to him for some reasons but never dared to adventure myself on this side. Someone told me something important one day: "you don't find love, you have to built it" so why not take this chance? I reduced the space between us and kissed him. I can't say I didn't feel something while kissing him. It's not butterflies like I felt while kissing Felix but it's something nice. He kissed me back, smiling at the same time. His plump lips against mine felt so good and addicting. He slightly bit my bottom lip to deepen the kiss and I let him. His tongue was dancing with mine while his hands were traveling behind my back to bring me closer to him. I placed my hands behind his neck to bring him closer as well. He turned me a little on the side and I was now on my back. He came above me and kissed my neck. The sensation was so pleasant that some soft gasps escaped my mouth. I don't know if it was because I was craving a man's touch or something else but what I know is that I was enjoying it for sure, who wouldn't. I knew that Bambam was satisfied of my reaction since I felt him smiling on my skin. He kissed me again but this time with more lust and hungriness than before. It was getting hotter as minutes passed by, but at some point he pulled away and looked at me in the eyes.

"I love you" He said softly.

"I..."

I couldn't say it, not now it's too soon.

"Don't worry, you don't have to answer right now" He said kissing my forehead. "I know what I feel for you for a long time now but I can understand it is still a bit fresh for you so when you'll be ready, I'll wait."

"Thank you"

"You don't have to thank me it is normal. You should be able to answer this then. Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes. But promise me something"

"What is it?" He said smiling

"Promise me that whatever happens between us, if one day our relationship ends, please stay my friend and don't leave me. I don't know what I'll do if you leave... I don't want our friendship end and lose you if it doesn't work out between us"

"I promise you I'll never leave you" He said kissing me.

I kissed him back and hugged him tight.