Crimson Eyes | Felix (Completed)

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"You called me earlier and you didn't answer when I called you back, so I wanted to check if everything was okay" He said, still smiling shyly.

"Oh... sorry about that, it was a mistake" I said, trying hard to control myself.

"I see..." He said a little bit sad. "Are you sure you're okay, you seem a little bit pale, are you sick?" He asked, touching my forehead.

"I'm fine!" I said in a hurry.

I took a step back, preventing him from touching me, because I know the moment he'll be too close, I'll lose control.
He put his hand back alongside his body and looked at me with sadness.

"I think I should go back home then since you're fine." He said, turning around. "I'll see you some other time then I guess. Have a good night." He said now starting to walk away.

Ah shit! I don't like seeing him like this. I think I'll regret this.

"Wait Bambam!" I said, walking to him and grabbing his arm to stop him. "I'm sorry, come inside, it's too cold here."

"Are you sure? I don't want to force you..." He said, facing me.

"Of course, come in" I said, pulling him inside.

He closed the door behind him and we both sat on the couch, a fair distance separating us just in case.

"Sooo... How have you been?" I asked to occupy my mind with something else.

"Great I think, I'm still super busy as you know"

"I know, I saw your comeback last month, it was dope" I said with a smile.

"Thanks, we worked a lot for this comeback" He smiled back.

"And your cats? They're fine?"

"As always, you know, they're cats"

I started to feel really weird, and dizzy. I felt my head spinning and I couldn't think properly.

"Are you sure you're okay? Seriously, you really seem sick right now" he said approaching me.

"Don't!" I said, stopping him from getting closer.

"Why? You're not feeling well I can see"

"Because..."

"Because what? Let me help you"

"Because I'm too hungry right now to be close to you, so please just stay away" I said calmly.

"Why are you hungry? Don't you have blood in your fridge?" He said, sitting back where he was.

"No, I don't have any and Felix and Hyunjin too, so I can't feed right now..."

"That's why you called me earlier?"

"Yes..." I said ashamed. "I'm sorry, I realized that it wasn't a good idea, that's why I didn't answer when you called me back..."

"Why do you think it wasn't a good idea?" He asked.

"Because... it's been two months since the last time we saw each other and talked and... I didn't want to be selfish and call you just because I needed blood..." I said looking down.