Crimson Eyes | Felix (Completed)

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I was quietly walking through my neighborhood to get back home. It was a really tiring day and all I wanted was to get on my bed and sleep. It was already night time since I finished work pretty late today. The roads were empty and I could only hear the sounds of cars in the distance. There wasn't much lighting, which is a common thing around my neighborhood apparently, maybe it's too expensive to put more lights.
I walked pretty slowly, wandering around for some time, lost in my thoughts. While I was walking, I found myself passing by Felix's house. I stopped in front of it and stared at it for some time. All lights were turned off and there was no sign of him inside.
He must be out. I wonder how he's been since that day. Is he fine or does he feel like me? I didn't see him for a while. We didn't talk either which is not surprising at all. Chan told me that he was distant since that night. He barely talks to him and just calls him when he needs blood. He told me that he tried to brighten up his mood one day by dragging him out and do fun things but it didn't work. He even asked him if he wanted to go back to Australia with him for some days but he refused.
I sighed thinking about all of this and decided it was time to go home. As I was about to leave someone grabbed my arm and turned me around. It was him. He looked at me in the eyes and then started to talk.

"You.... what are you doing here huh?" He said with a weird expression and pointing at me.

"Nothing I was just about to leave... Are you drunk?" I asked, smelling alcohol on him.

"Mhhhh... Maybe, why do you care?" He said with an innocent face.

"That's not the question Felix, you need to get yourself together right now, this is not by getting drunk and isolating yourself that things will change"

"I don't care... and you're not allowed to care for me after what you did!" He said suddenly yelling.

"Look, I'll leave you alone if you want but please, just go home and rest okay?"

"And why would I listen to you huh?"

"Because it's the best for you not because I'm telling you to"

"But I don't care what's best for me you know... my life's shitty right now so it's not important anymore..."

I sighed. What should I do? I just looked at him to see if he'll go home but he didn't move. He was just staring at me with a blank face.

"You know, if you were really here with me right now, I might just yell at you and tell you all I have in my head... but as always it's just my imagination playings tricks on me, and every time I see you like this, the only thing I want is to kiss you..." He said walking towards me. "Just let me... kiss you..." He said before linking our lips together.

He was holding me tightly against him and was kissing me with despair, like it was the last time. I felt his tears crashing on my skin while he was kissing me. He thinks I'm an illusion yet he's still kissing me like there's nothing wrong.
I felt really bad right now and my tears joined his quickly after. As he pulled away, he looked at me as he was seeing a ghost.

"Y-you're.. really here?" He asked, more asking himself than me.

"Yes"

"Sorry... I shouldn't have kissed you without permission, I thought-" He said in a more sober way.

"I know, don't worry, it's okay" I said cutting him off.

"You should go home it's late" He said turning around, his back facing me.

He started walking to his house.

"Wait!" I said grabbing his hand.

He sighed and stopped walking. He stayed in this position without facing me.

"Please, forgive me... I feel so guilty, I don't know what to do to get you back, please..." I said sobbing.

"It's too late..." He said walking away.

I cried as he left me alone. I think I lost him for good this time... Why all my relationships are this messed up? They all end up that way, I always find a way to ruin everything...
I decided to head back home but as soon as I took a step forward, I felt something sharp piercing my chest. I shouted in pain and collapsed to the ground. It was an arrow. I tried to remove it in vain, I was paralyzed.

"Please help... Felix" I said by telepathy, not able to say it out loud.

I heard some footsteps coming closer to me and a dark silhouette stopped beside me. The man crouched down and run his hand over my cheek.

"I'm sorry darling but I need to kill you. What a waste honestly, such a pretty face thrown into the garbage" The man said leaning closer to me.

I had a really hard time breathing and I felt like I was nearing death. I couldn't use any of my powers against him.

"Please Felix help me" I tried to call him again by telepathy.

"Don't need to call for him, I'm pretty sure he's in dreamland right now with the sedative I gave him. And you can't use your powers anyway because of this" He said smirking and pointing at the arrow on my chest. "You see, this arrow is not a normal arrow, it is made out of silver and covered with holy water, that's why you can't use any of your powers right now. Don't your beloved friends told you about it?"

"Why.... are you.... doing this?" I hardly said.

"Simple, I need you dead to run this vampiric world that's all. This is not against you at all but unfortunately you're born in the wrong family so you need to die" He said trying to push the arrow deeper.

I yelled in pain but I couldn't move. All my body is burning. Is this today that I'll die?
I didn't have the chance to tell Felix that I loved him. And Hyunjin, he'll be so sad... Tears fell down my cheeks. This is the end... I'm going to die...
As I was watching the person trying to kill me, I saw something coming out of his chest. A hand holding his beating heart. The hand moved backwards and the guy collapsed on the floor.

"That's what you deserve for trying to kill my sister" The strangely familiar voice said.