"By the way that was cute what you said when I was... you know"
His cheeks turned pink.
"Ahhhh, that's so embarrassing, don't remind me" He said whining.
"Of course not, I'm happy to know that you never really hated me" I said smiling. "And thanks, that's what brought me back to reality a little. I'm sorry I couldn't give you what you wanted, maybe if you had told me earlier, who knows" I said shrugging. "You're a really good person, you really deserve someone better than me and who loves you back" I said taking his hands in mine.
He smiled, a tear rolling off of his eye. I removed one of my hand from his and wiped of the tear, caressing his cheek at the same time. He closed his eyes at my touch and sobbed quietly.
"Thank you" He just said, leaning closer to me.
I panicked thinking he was going to kiss me but he just kissed my cheek. He returned back to where he was and looked at me. I touched my cheek, surprised that he didn't kiss me and gave him a look like asking why he didn't do it.
"I'm not a jerk, I know my limits, you're in a relationship, I can't do whatever I want with you, even if I would die to kiss you right now, I know I can't. And before you say something, earlier was an exception since I thought that... you know..." He said, his cheeks tinting pink.
"I know. Thanks... and sorry for that" I said, my lips forming a thin line.
"Don't worry, I can't force you to love me back, that's life, what can I do?" He said shrugging.
"Yeah... but still, I'm sorry"
"Stop being sorry, it's not your fault, you don't have to apologize for that"
I sighed.
"And by the way I want to apologize for my ridiculous outburst too... Since I became a vampire my feelings are more present than before... and when I saw that picture of you two together I lost my temper and came here for no reason... So... sorry for that, it wasn't really me, I think my kind of possessiveness over you as a friend was multiplied and at that moment I didn't want to share you with anyone... ahhh it's kind of embarrassing saying it out loud" I said hiding behind my hands.
"Don't be, it's cute and that proves that you like me... in a way" He said smiling.
"Maybe I should go now, it's already 11pm" I said to change the subject to save my embarrassed ass.
"Okay... Do you want me to drive you home?"
"That'll be great thank you" I said smiling.
We left his house and he drove me back to mine. It was a pretty silent ride and I completely blacked out at some point.
Bambam's POV
The ride was pretty silent so I decided to talk since it was being awkward. I turned my head towards her before starting to talk but saw that she was sleeping. I was being awkward for no reasons as she was soundly sleeping. I continued to driving until we reached her house. Since she was still sleeping I decided to just carry her to her bed. I tried to find the key on her but didn't find it. I tried to open the door and it was opened to my surprise. Why would she left her door open? What a silly girl. I opened the door wide and stepped inside, closing the door with my foot. I walked to her room and delicately lay her on her bed. I removed her coat and her shoes and covered her with the blankets. I sat a moment beside her and kissed her forehead.
"Have a good night kitty" I whispered before leaving her house, locking the door with the spare key I found.
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Crimson Eyes | Felix (Completed)
Fanfiction"A vampire did this to you" He said pointing at my neck "What? A vampire? You're kidding right?" Little did I know he wasn't kidding at all... Where a normal girl studying music at SOPA meets a boy who will turn her world upside down. Some secrets...
