Crimson Eyes | Felix (Completed)

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Our lips moved together but I felt nothing compared to what I feel when I kiss Felix. It was pleasant anyway. I circled my arms around his neck and he placed his around my waist. At that time, I wasn't realizing that what I did was so wrong. I just listened to my head without listening to my heart. Felix was long forgotten in my confused mind and everything around me didn't mattered anymore. I was like compelled by my intoxicated feelings and couldn't do anything else. The kiss started to be hotter each second and I sucked on his bottom lip to deepen it.
What's happening to me? I feel like I can't control my body anymore.
My hands travelled from his neck to his hair, which I grab with roughly. I managed to jump on his lap, my legs on each side of his while still kissing him. He brought me closer to him and I could feel his heart pounding against my chest. I started to nibble his lip again which caused it to bleed because of my fangs, that I didn't even realize were sticking out for a moment now. That's where I lost my mind. The fresh blood blinded me completely from what was right or wrong and I started to suck it while still kissing Bambam. The taste of blood blended in our kiss made me feel like I never felt before. Bambam wasn't complaining at all that I was sucking his blood, he seemed to be enjoying it for some reasons.

"What the hell Yuna?!" I heard someone yell.

I stopped completely to kiss and suck Bambam's blood, standing up as fast as possible recognizing immediately the voice, and Bambam did the same. A tear started to roll down my cheek as I realized what I've just done. I looked at Felix, ashamed of myself. His eyes were full of tears and anger. He approached us and I closed my eyes thinking he was going to hit me but instead, I heard a loud noise coming from beside me. I opened my eyes and saw that he was literally beating Bambam up.

"Please stop, that's my fault not his!" I said trying to step in between them without success.

Bambam was completely letting Felix beat him without complaints. I hate to see that.

"Enough!" I let my anger took over me.

With my telekinesis power, I maintained them at some meters away from each other. Bambam was bleeding badly. I gave him a sad look.

"I'm sorry don't blame yourself this is not your fault but mine" I said to him by telepathy.

I turned my gaze to Felix who was showing me his angriest face. I sighed.

"Please stop beating him, this is not his fault, I started to kiss him first, that's completely my fault and I'll explain it to you if you ever want to listen to me but for now let him go..." I said, giving him a desperate face.

He didn't answer. I let Bambam free from my hold and looked at him again speaking by telepathy.

"Go to Hyunjin's house, tell him what happened and ask him to heal you for me please. Let me deal with this first and I'll text you when I'm done. I'm sorry that you're being dragged into this because of me.. now go"

He just gave us a look of apology and left my house. I looked again at Felix who was angrier than ever.

"Look... I know what you're thinking and you're completely right to think that... I'm sorry to use my powers on you like that but you need to listen to what I have to say and after that I'll let you do whatever you want I promise." I said out loud this time. "So... what I did right there, I'm absolutely not proud of... I completely lost my mind over stupid things... My feelings have been playing tricks on me lately and for sure I know that I love you but as for Bambam, that's the problem... I don't know and that's freaking pissing me off... One minute I could just see him as a friend and the other as more and I don't understand why... I was just fine earlier but then I don't know something changed for a moment and I couldn't control myself... I know it's not an excuse but I just wanted to clarify the situation so there is no misunderstanding... You're free to do whatever you want now that you know..." I said setting him free from my control.