♛How You Died♛ (Jikook/Kookmin) [[COMPLETED]]

♛Chptr. 25: A Foreign Shade of Lights♛

I love blueviews author-nim A LOT! She inspires me to write like this and even though she's not active now, I just know that I'll remember her words for the rest of my life.

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"He is all the color I hope I could be. But how could that be possible? 

I'm nothing but colorless."

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Jungkook's POV

It's funny how you were never alone but still, you managed to feel nobody's presence. 

It's funny how you have a lot of people to talk to but still... you feel like you only have a two or three who would listen without really getting bored on what you have to say. With over a few hundred, it's really funny how only one could be the only person who really gives a damn about what you have to say. 

And it's sad... It's just sad how sometimes you don't really know why you're sad. You have no reason to be and that's even sadder. Maybe you could've stopped it if you only know where that sadness comes from but that's the thing... you don't even know where it's coming from.

Everything in my life was made out of color Blue... sadness, pain, glum and a whole lot of despair and madness. 

And somehow I realized that it became a personal favorite color. 

That's all I could see for the past years of my life anyway.

And maybe being colorless was far better.

But why... why am I seeing a bunch of foreign colors whenever I stare at this person?

Purple; the color I see in him whenever he shows his ambitious side and independence. 

He is orange when he's carefree and foolish. 

He is red when he's mad and irritated. 

He is black when he shows his own elegance and sophistication that he always failed to be aware of.

He is tainted in pink whenever he's embarrassed or flustered.

He sometimes becomes blue as well whenever he turns all sulky and childish then he goes back to being white for his goodness and purity. 

But those colors were not the color that caught my attention. Because the color that I happened to like about him the most is in the form of something else... 

It's in the form of yellow...