♛How You Died♛ (Jikook/Kookmin) [[COMPLETED]]

♛Chptr. 45: The Nightmare Inside You♛

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⚠️Warning! Graphic Depictions of Violence; Mentions of Abuse⚠️

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"Your nightmare didn't eat you up. You're the one who swallowed it whole... 

Until it became you."

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3rd person's POV

It was 19 years ago...

Jungkook was a 6-year old kid when he realized that all this time... his mother never loved him. Or maybe she did and the only difference was that she loved Jungkook in a different way. Because obviously, she loved causing Jungkook pain. So maybe she could show her love by her... beating him.

6-year old Jungkook was currently balled up on their living room floor, his tiny and fragile body already painted with purples and fresh wound marks. But even now that he was again getting beaten up by his own mother, never did he despised her. Even though her kick on his stomach, thighs, and sides were unbearable... Jungkook never whined. 

He was used to every pain already. 

"It's your fault that this family got ruined! If you weren't here then we will still be happy!" Jungkook heard his mother yelled at him whilst her harsh kicks on his body were still ongoing and it didn't look like she will stop real soon. He was still there on the floor, his arms covering his head although it seemed useless. His tears were falling from his eyes and his bottom lip was between his teeth as he bit on it hard causing it to bleed.

"This is your fucking fault!!!" And with her last set of ruthless abuse, she yanked Jungkook's hair until Jungkook was already standing in front of her whimpering with his assaulted body. Jungkook stared at her with his red eyes, busted lip, and bruised skin. He looked at her mommy and his heart immediately clenched at the look in her eyes.

His mommy hates him a lot. He could see it in her eyes.

"You're a pathetic little kid, Jungkook. You are useless and if you never existed... I will still be happy." That was her last words before she suddenly threw Jungkook's body somewhere and little Jungkook's vision immediately blurred once he felt his head hit the side of the table. 

"M-Mom... H-Help... me..." Jungkook called for her but all he heard in return was her faint chuckle.

"You deserved every pain you are feeling... It isn't enough, boy. It isn't enough." She told before she let Jungkook lost his own consciousness.

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Jungkook woke up a few minutes after with the side of his head bleeding. He used his palms to lift his own body from the cold floor. He was swaying when he managed to stand up with a groan, his hand touching the already dried up blood on his head but surprisingly... it didn't hurt. Even though he was touching the cut on the side of his head... he couldn't feel the pain. 

As he limped his way to try and go inside his room with his hand wrapped around his stomach, he happened to see their cat whom he named 'Chesire'. The fat gray cat was there lying in wait on the top of the aquarium once again. It was always wagging its tail as it persistently waits for Jungkook's goldfish inside the aquarium and Jungkook always find him adorable.