♛How You Died♛ (Jikook/Kookmin) [[COMPLETED]]

♛Chptr. 39: A Taste of What's to Come♛

You thought I was finished updating but here I am annoying you😝

⚠️Long-ass chapter ahead⚠️

====================

"He is safer without you. And that's for sure."

====================

3rd person's POV

(BUSAN - Monday Night; 10:06 PM)

With his black coat, that he wore only today compared to his usual suit, swung in the cold breeze of the night. The soft coos of the owl, the flaps of some birds from the tree branches, even the crickets and the own howls of the midnight air were heard.

With his slow and careful steps on the grass of the cemetery, he reached the gravestones with those familiar names that were engraved on the marbles. Paying his respects to them, Yoongi dropped his black Pandora hat with his serene eyes as he held it down until it rested on his stomach. He bowed for a few seconds before he raised his head up still looking at the gravestones below him. 

He crouched down and placed two of the purple hyacinths on the stones. It was the same flower that he brings every time he would come at that place. To that place that always brings him back to the life he always wanted to forget. 

There lies underneath those gravestones were the people who made him realized how sinful he was. How he so much deserved to live a life he was living now.

Those purple hyacinths weren't enough to show how he feels deep inside; sorrow, regret... and apologies. He used these flowers to express the dooms of his black heart because no doubt that he was... and still is having those feelings lingering inside of him. 

It seemed like an endless loop. But there was no one to blame for what he had done. 

It was his fault. 

It was their fault.

And like always, he uttered the only words he could muster up to say.

"I express my deepest apologies..." He uttered with his low and cold voice that only adds up to the bone-chilling air that surrounds that cemetery, his head in a full bow. He apologized for countless times, kneeled too many times and even cried there for as long as he remembers but too bad because it wouldn't bring them back to life. 

He couldn't bring them back to Jimin. 

--------------------------------------------------------------

(BUSAN- Before that Night "Same Day, Afternoon"; 12:32 PM)

Jimin arrived hours ago in their home back in Busan. It was a new feeling coming back to his hometown since he's been gone for a year. His Grandma's birthday will arrive in two days and he wanted to be sure to be there for her. His Grandma doesn't know that he will come home today which favors him since he wanted to surprise her. 

Jimin opened the door of the home where he grew up and he immediately saw his nephews playing on the couch. They were about to shout to welcome him but he made them shush and them being close buddies, they followed Jimin's orders and silently giggled by themselves.

They hurriedly pointed out towards the kitchen knowing that Jimin came home for their Grandma. Jimin tiptoed and closed the door behind him silently as he made his way towards his nephews to give them a bone-crashing hug very discretely before they went to the kitchen where the old woman was as of the moment.