♛How You Died♛ (Jikook/Kookmin) [[COMPLETED]]

♛Chptr. 51: A Little Braver♛[F]

Got inspired by this song :(((

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"The games you played were never fun

You'd say you'd stay but then you'd run" (from Billie Eillish' BORED)

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3rd person's POV

Jimin still couldn't take in why he dreamt of such thing about Yoongi and him. He couldn't even get back to sleep so he decided to just go to his living room and watch some random drama on his television bringing coffee with him. 

The couple on the drama he was watching were both having fun on their date, smiles are decorated on their faces showing how happy they are with each other's company. Jimin wished to have someone who could put such a smile on his face too. The only one getting in his thought when he thinks of this is the same person he missed seeing.

He already knocked multiple times on the other apartment room but it was unoccupied. He thought that Jungkook would be there by the moment he came back but he still hadn't seen his boss for a long while now.

As he was in deep thoughts, he suddenly heard knocks on his door. He looked at his phone and looked at the time.

1: 18 AM (A/N: This is just some random time, don't give yourself headaches please.)

Just who could be knocking at his door at this time, he thought. Turning the tv off still hearing the frantic knocks, he placed his coffee down his mini coffee table and walked towards the door knowing that it was just Yoongi since the older always stay in his apartment nowadays.

But when he opened the door ready to welcome his hyung, he saw the last person he never expected to see that moment.

"Jung--" He didn't have the chance to finish his sentence when he was immediately engulfed with a tight hug. He felt Jungkook's arms wrapped around him even more as he felt Jungkook's nose nuzzling on the back of his neck.

"M-Mr. Jeon..." He tried to call him but he didn't get any response so he chose to stay in that position as he just let Jungkook hug his tiny frame. He smiled sadly also circling his arms around Jungkook's body, his chin on Jungkook's shoulder smelling the familiar scent of warmth radiating from Jungkook.

"Where have you been, Mr. Jeon?... I was here waiting for any news about you but I couldn't find you. I w-was worried for you, you know?" Jimin muttered softly since he was embarrassed to say such a thing but Jungkook only had his eyes closed as he just keeps hugging Jimin. 

Jungkook doesn't know why but he just couldn't look at Jimin in the eyes either talk to the latter. Taehyung's words were ringing in his ears and he couldn't forget every single thing the brunette made sure for him to take note of. He doesn't know whether to believe Taehyung or not, or whether to blame anyone... or himself because he was unable to remember any single thing from his past.

He felt useless. He hates the fact that his memories got lost without him knowing, leaving him in a haze full of these doubts within him. And if he happened to find out that everything was true about him after all, then he doesn't want Jimin to get involved in it.