It's Only You || Vkook Namjin Yoonminseok

10. Core of Sins?

Story by me.
Characters are real and no offense is made to anyone while writing the story. Art not by me, it's of rightful owner.

Please excuse the mistakes that I made in a hurry.
Be happy and strong always~
You are loved as you're beautiful the way you are 💙!

This chapter is little bit short.
But hey!!!
I posted early so have some mercy! XD
More suspense will now form to make you guys excited and nervous.
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Now off to the story! Shuu shuu!
Alex~
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Gravity. I could feel it crushing me down, making me fall down in this endless hole of darkness. Or maybe it was the weight of all the sins I've committed in my life? I don't even remember the number of people I've killed or the number of families I've uprooted and the kids I've put to death. Not like I care anymore, I've grown numb to it all. Anger, pain, sorrow, joy I stopped feeling it long ago.

I don't really know how to describe this feeling. Is it numbness? Or something else entirely? I just don't feel anymore, it's inhuman, not that I am complaining as I am a vampire. Or maybe that's the best way to describe it. Yeah, I have stopped feeling Compassion anymore. I knew what I was doing, I knew it wasn't right. It never was, I could feel myself slipping deeper and deeper into the darkness, but at that time I simply didn't care. I never did.

When you stare into abyss, abyss stares back at you. I never realized how true it was until I found myself falling through it. My life never flashed before my eyes, nor did I find something I ever regret. I just found myself falling in the hole as my heart started to turn cold. I only had one thing on mind. Will I find him again if I wait, like he promised me? Will he still accept me? Will he accept something so... beyond repair full with sins? Meh, what am I worried about anyway? If Other side still exists, he'll probably be in heaven while I'll be in hell, if only I could end this cursed life of mine. That last thought appeared on my mind before I was swallowed by the ever consuming abyss.

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"I will meet you again. Wait for me."
His words still play in my ears. I wanted to hold his cold body forever till he came back to me like he promised.

The beautiful brown eyes that were staring into mine became still and lifeless giving me the cue that he, my lover, my sweetheart, has passed in his deep sleep leaving me behind, all alone.

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Blinking a couple of times the crimson eyed man opened his eyes only to be greeted by the rays of sunlight emitting through the opened curtains.

He slowly inhaled deeply to calm down his non-existent heart. That dream again. He was being tormented by this dream for over 450 years now. There was never a single day where he didn't remembered his beloved's lifeless cold body on his lap covered in blood.

He could never forgive himself for being unable to turn his lover into one of his kind. He was too adamant to wait till it was right the time. He didn't believed in the urgency and fear of his lover. And that costed him his everything.

After that faithful day - the day he buried his beautiful beloved, in pink lily garden - he went for revenge. He committed sins, he killed countless. But he didn't care. They deserved death, as they took away the most precious thing from his life. After clearing off the pests from the land, his land, he chose to end his life near his beloved's grave but something held him back. A fragnance, a touch and a whisper...

"Wait for me Joonie.. for I will return.. I will return to you my dear.. wait for me.."

And that what he exactly did.. he waited for almost 450 years approximately..

Until the day his eyes suddenly landed on his beloved again near the stream with a little boy beside him..

He was mesmerized.. he was still beautiful in his new life.. and what shocked him was the fact he had similar name in this life too.. and that little boy was his brother Taehyung.. Taehyung.. His only brother's... Who sacri...

He couldn't think of it anymore.. too painful.. it was and still too painful for him..

Something invisible clutched at his heart making him groan little.. he missed his little brother.. he missed his beloved who was standing beautifully a few meters ahead of him with his kid brother.. but he had to endure.. he had to endure because this time he won't let them go..

Even if have to be the torturous devil this time.. he will be one..

He needed to stop thinking as he had a day head of him to work.. work on to look after his prey.. his beloved.. a creepy smirk slowly made it's way on the lips of the man..

"Hope to see you again my dear, Jinnie.. better be prepared for me" a dark chuckle escaped his mouth as he slowly made his way to the bathroom to complete his morning course and finally get to his work.

Because Kim Namjoon will do anything to not only bring back his lover, but also his own beloved brother along with his mate. And for that he will even be the nightmare of them..

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Things are getting heated.. so much mystery 🌚 what's going to happen next?
Wait for the next upload to find out.

Hanjan dujan ;)

Well until next time fellas..
B'bye take care..
Love you all. Be strong and know you are loved.
Alex signs out ~
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