Trust You [TRUE STORY]

Im a lil pissed

Hey guys.

I'm sorry if you thought this was an update. But as you can tell by the title of this message, I'm very pissed.

There's a lot of things I don't necessarily talk about with you guys because I choose not to. Simply because I never know what really goes through your minds when you read these chapters. But lately, I've kinda just had enough.

Within the past few months, even two years ago when I first started this book, I've received many messages in my dms or in my private messages about you're very unwanted opinions on my book.

Now don't get me wrong, sometimes I really like feedback. I love to hear what you guys would rather I change weather it be a religious kind of criticism or some other kind. But when you begin to mention Yassef, talking about how 'fucking annoying' he is, that's when it gets personal. And Im not talking about the comments in my book. I'm talking about the messages I'm getting.

When I first started writing this book, I thought no one would read it. Like seriously, I thought not a soul would see this, would even think about checking it out. But I was blessed with many amazing readers and beautiful people who are actually learning from my mistakes and them there are the people I was not expecting at all to have in my dms.

Im sorry if i sound a little harsh because that is not how I wish to come off. But When you start talking about my family, asking questions like why is your mom so rude like why don't you tell her off, or why is she acting like it's all your fault? You should stand up to your mom.

Come on now.

And also the things that are coming off for yassef...

You guys. Yassef means the world to me. Writing this story about us was obviously risky but it had a reason. In the book, he comes off rude which is exactly how he is supposed to come off. But the private messages saying just divorce him because he's not even worth your time or He's so freaking dumb and ugly like I hate him so much and your so naive for staying with him.

Like MIND YOUR BUISINESS???

Yassef actually sees My messages. I don't know if you know, or if I told you guys, but Yassef has my account. He has my Instagram account and my Wattpad and Snapchat and basically everything. Sometimes he sees your messages before me. And I can basically see the hurt in his eyes, y'all. He would get mad at me and tell me "Now random people from the world hate me and think I don't deserve you or this family because you protrayed me like a jackass".

The other day, someone texted me something about how I should write my book and how I'm not a 'role model'. At this time, I was traveling, on the plane sleeping or something. Like I said, Yassef has my accounts. He saw this text message and he began to reply for me.

This is how it went:

This is just an example of what a reader sent me while I was traveling abroad and Yassef was on my account. He had told me about it, telling me to ignore it because some of my readers are young and immature which is totally fine.

I'm not telling you guys this for the sake of complaining. I'm telling you guys this because it hurts me, to see that people who claim to support me are criticizing me, judging me for what I do and who I am as well as my family. Yassef feels equally as attacked and it has started a lot of arguments between us. He had stopped talking to me for three days because a reader told him that I said he was 'abusive' in this book.

He thinks I'm giving you guys a bad image of who he is. Yassef Is honestly one of the biggest blessings in my life and by you guys sending me messages, telling me how you don't think he'll be a good father:

Is really and I mean REALLY hurting him. I feel very disrespected and this was not at all my intention when I put my story out here for anyone to read.

Guys don't get me wrong, I love you still so much. Because 149K people reading about me??? Talking about how much I inspire them?? I'll do the world for you guys.

But these messages are causing problems in my relationship with Yassef and it hurts to see him hurt about it but still hiding it because he's a grown man.

If you've sent me some of these messages before, May Allah bless you. Inshallah you'll grow out of this behaviour and become a better person. Hopefully you'll learn to focus on your own errors before pointing out mine.

I'll still be uploading this book for those who have continued to bless me with their wonderful messages. I'll continue to update this book for those who've supported me and my love for writing. This is who I'm writing my book for.

Not for those who criticize my way of loving and my husband for being abusive. ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

Whatever, I love you guys. Thanks for your messages of reassurance. I read all of them, and If i hadn't get followed you back on Instagram, message me.

-Emaan Reyaz.