It's all because of you

I belong to you

“Take care of me
Talk all day then at night fall in deep
Stimulate me
I want you mental and physically
I belong to you”

The song for this chapter is a super sexy duet/remix by Sabrina Claudio feat. 6LACK called “Belong to You.” I discovered it while watching a fan edit and loved that it was essentially a sex song, but with meaningful lyrics.

-Him-

Watching the love of his life come undone beneath him was the best moment of his entire life. It wasn’t that he doubted his abilities, but he knew she was a virgin and usually the first time was awkward and not so enjoyable, or so he’d heard. He’d never taken anyone’s virginity before and if he was honest, he was a little afraid to take hers. He didn’t want to hurt or upset her. He knew he should have made an honest woman of her first, but he couldn’t find it in himself to feel guilty about it in the moment.

Needless to say he followed right behind her when she came. He had to go to a dark place in his mind in order to not embarrass himself and disappoint her. His arms shook with the effort of holding himself above her and when he came they gave out. She let out a squeak and her breath left her, letting him know he was crushing her. He grunted and pushed off of her to flop on his back next to her. If he wasn’t incapable of speech he would apologize. As it was he was just willing his heart to slow to a normal pace.

A few seconds later he got up to dispose of the condom and get her a washcloth. He came back in with the intention of cleaning her up when he saw that she was fully covered with the blankets and had a weird look on her face.

“Sevgilim? Are you alright?”

“Yes.” she didn’t look upset, but something was up.

“Here.” he gestured toward her with the damp washcloth. When she didn’t bring her hand out to take it he knit his brow in concern. ”Do you want me to?”

“No!” she cut him off.

“Tamam.” he held his hands up in defense. “Will you tell me what’s going on in your head right now, because I’m getting worried.”

“Can.” she took her hands out of the blankets to grab onto his but left her body covered. “I’m alright, just… I’m embarrassed.”

“What do you have to be embarrassed about?” he couldn’t stop himself from touching her hair while he looked at her fondly.

“I’ve never, I mean, I didn’t know it could be like that.”

He smirked and gestured for her to continue.

She licked her lips then pressed them together tightly in preparation for her confession.

“Can we do it again?”

He was so shocked he nearly choked on his own saliva.

She rescued him from drowning by pulling him under the covers with her.

They had sex once more before heading to the shower to clean off. He intended to let her get ready for bed alone, but the thought of her under the warm spray of water was way too appealing. She let out a little scream when he came in behind her. She hit him in the chest with her small fist, but he caught her and licked a rivulet of water from her neck. She was always beautiful, but something about how the water ran down her curves and made her body glisten turned him into a madman. He was so grateful that she wanted him, because he wasn’t sure he could stop himself now that he had her.