Sun or Snow ( Jack Rapunzel Elsa / jackunzel jelsa )

Chapter 22 - Cabin

Rapunzel's P.O.V

"Are you really Rapunzel?" He asks me. I'm so confused right now. Why does he asks? Especially when he is the one that guessing that i am Rapunzel. Why is he doubting me?

"..Yes, why do you ask?" I ask him back.

Santa coughs, "I- I'll give you two some privacy" And he leave us to help the other.

After the little interruption, i look back at my amnesia boyfriend, "Well, i don't feel anything when i remember you. Surely there will be something, like sparks or butterflies, or whatever. But no, nothing at all.." He says.

Soon the relieved feelings i'm feeling before vanished into thin air. My heart sink as deep as it could. My breath is like taken away from me all of the sudden. My throat feels dry. And my brain is not functional anymore.

I want to cry. I want to yell, i want to punch him in the face then kiss him after, but i can't. The tears won't come, my voice can't come out, and i lost my strength.

I try to calm my nerves down and control my breathing again.

"It's okay. I knew that already" I smile. Why do i smile? It's because, what else can i do? Cry? I already told you that the damn tears won't come out. Furious? No energy left behind. Faint? Too pathetic.

"I- Im truly sorry.. But i'm just being honest.." He says, guilt shown in his eyes. He is being honest. I can tell for sure. Just how long did you thing that we're together? Countless years.

"Yeah. It's okay, okay?" I say. He the nod and reach for my hand, probably to give me a comforting and sorry hug. But before his big, rough hand that i've missed so much could reach for mine, i pull both of my hand away from his and put it on my back, "I- I'll just g-go help the o-other.."

Even though it hurts to avoid him, it's something that should be done.

I then flashes me a smile once more, "Nice to finally meet you again, Jackson Overland Frost.."

Then i turn around and bump into a wooden desk, "Ouch!" That is so embarrasing! Swollen eyes, red nose, and in a timing like this? What a great accident! Gosh! Why should this world hate me so much? What have i done wrong, world? What?!

"A-are you okay?" He asks, concern surely evident in his voice.

"Yeah yeah, i'm fine" I wave it off just as soon as he's done saying the sentence.

"Really?" He asks again, making sure that i'm fine. Just how weak i look in his eyes?

"Of course!" I try to sound cheerful, but failed miserably. My traitor high-pitched voice crack a little at the end.

With that, i leave Jack alone in the old cabin and leave to Sandy. I really need a hug and advice right now. Even if Sandy couldn't talk.

Jack's P.O.V

Rapunzel? This... this is Rapunzel? The guardian of Sun? My.. My lover? I can't believe it. All this time i was searching for her and now she's here. Right in front of my very eyes. Im supposed to be happy aren't i? Since i've found my dearest.

But, no. I'm not all that happy. Well i sure am happy that i found her, but it's just it. Happy and excited that i actually complete my mission. Happy that i found her? no. Not even one bit. It's just like, finding a regular lost person. No special feelings. No cheerful feelings.

I feel kinda.. unhappy actually. Now i can't go and see Elsa again.

"Are you really Rapunzel?" I ask her while furrowing my brows.