Why Don't We Imagines

my safe haven - Jonah Marais

*WARNING: READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED*

I felt the cold air touch my skin. I turned around. Where are you? My eyes searched him through the crowd. No where to be found. Please help me. Everyone around me was screaming and dancing. The music was turned off and everyone's eyes were on me.

"Drink! Drink! Drink!" They started, but I shook my head, and turned around, to walk away from the group.

"Jonah?! Are you there?" I yelled, but they stopped me and I sat back down in the middle.

"Come on, it'll be fun! Your boyfriend will be back any minute!" Jacob said, and handed me the bottle.
Little bitch. I grabbed the bottle and threw my head back. I felt the liquor burn in my throat, and shut my eyes.

"Okay, that's enough." I said, and stood back up. But he stopped me.

"Promise is promise." He said while shrugging his shoulders.

"I promised that ages ago." I muttered, Jacob shook his head, and drank some himself.

"You got yourself into this situation, now he's not here to get you out of it." Jacob laughed. I look down to the tip of my shoes.

"You said, if I did it, you would let him go!" I yelled. The people around me seemed to notice and it became even more quiet than before. How is it possible, that they all knew about this?

"Come on, we all know you want this!" Jacob said and the crowd cheered. I felt his touch. The way his fingers found their way from my hand to my shoulder made me want to gag. His hands shortly touched the strap of my bra, and pulled it. I felt my glasses touch the tip of my nose.

"Where's Jonah?" I asked quietly. I clenched my fists, and felt my knuckles get white.

"Let's take this upstairs." Jacob said, and he dragged me inside. Some doors opened and closed, but in the end he threw me on a bed in a hot room. My vision was blurry, because of the few sips of almost pure alcohol I had. I saw Jacob close the door behind us, and lock it. I rolled around, so my back would be towards him.

"I thought you were smarter than this" He said and walked towards me. I closed my eyes and felt tears running down my cheeks. You agreed to this. All I wanted, was for Jonah to be save, to be out of this mess, I call my life. But somehow he got involved. I never really let my past shine through, even though Jonah knew everything about it. I shut my eyes, and clenched my fists again.
I felt Jacob's hot breath in my neck.

"You don't know how long I waited for this." He says, while unbuckling his belt. Everything in my body screams for help, but nobody heared me.
Jacob starts touching me. His hands roam my body.

"This could've gone so much easier baby." He says and I cringe at his words. He starts to rip off my shirt, and as much as I try to resist it, he manages to throw it on the floor.

"Let's get started" He says, and I feel his smile grow against my skin. I try to hit him, but fail miserably. His hands grab the bottle, and he pours some more liquor in my mouth.

"Drink some more." He says, and repeats his previous actions. I do as said, and he puts the bottle back down.
He removes my hair from my face and starts to kiss me. I feel his tongue finding a way in, but resist to open my mouth. I feel my lungs getting out of oxygen. He removes his lips from mine, and in an attempt to get some air, I cry for help.
Suddenly I hear a loud bang on the door.

"Let me in!" I hear someone yell. Jacob grabs his belt, and starts hitting me with it. I feel blood drip down my leg and turn around, so I can see the door.

"Help please!" I cry, still wondering why Jacob hasn't put tape on my mouth yet.

"Shut up!" He says, and puts his hand in front if my mouth. I try to bite it, but it's not working.

"Open the damn door, or I'm opening it. myself." I hear the voice say again. This time I can clearly hear it's Jonah's voice. And as Jacob start to remove my panties, I found Jonah's eyes, standing in the opening of the door.

"Get off! Get off! Now!" Jonah yells. Jacob moves back, scared of Jonah's reaction. I look at Jonah's blood shot eyes. He runs to my side, and hands me my skirt.

"Let's get out of here, okay babe?" Jonah asks and I nod. There's a big tear in my own shirt, so Jonah hands me his jacket. I look at the blood on his face, wondering if it's his, or not. Jonah lifts me off the bed, and takes me outside. I feel all eyes on us.

"How was this possible?" Jonah asks after we sat down on his couch. My past has hunted me for a few years now.

"How did he find you?" Jonah hit his head against the stirwheel. I helt my face in my hands, as if it would fall off if I didn't. I shook my head.

"I- I don't know." I stuttered. Jonah started the car. I was still shaking, and felt the tears fall down my cheeks.

"It's going to be alright. From now on, I'm not gonna let you leave my sight." Jonah says, while laying his hand on my thigh. I felt small butterflies rise up from the deep. The rest of our ride home was quiet. I was re-thinking everything that happened, and everything I could've done to fix it.
When I opened the door I kicked off my shoes, and jumped on the couch.

"Are you okay, y/n?" Jonah asked whilst sitting down beside me and handing me a glass of water.

"I don't want to talk about it...yet" I said as I shook my head, and took a sip of the water.

"And I totally accept that, but we can't pretend it never happened." Jonah said.

"Am I saying I want to pretend that? No! So please, just leave me alone." I raised my voice a bit.

"I'm not leaving now." Jonah's voice cracked, and he put his arm around me. "We'll figure this out, after everything, I don't want to fight." He says and closes his eyes. I burry my face in his chest and let the tears fall.

"He touched me! That disgusting bitch, TOUCHED me!" I cried. Jonah hugged me tighter.

"I know baby, I know." He hushed me. I felt his shirt get wet, and laid my head on his shoulder.
I heard a soft click behind me, and looked around the room.

"Everything alright?" Corbyn asked. Jonah nodded and Corbyn left the room again. My tears didn't stop, and it was becoming harder to breath.

"Baby just breath, in through your nose, out through your mouth." Jonah said, and I did as he instructed. My cries turned into soft sobs, still not really able to control my breath fully.

"Let's go to bed." Jonah said, and he picked me up, and brought me upstairs. My body was still shaking, and when he started to undress me, to change me into my pajamas, the shaking got worse, getting flashbacks from what Jacob tried to do.

"It's okay baby, I'm right here." Jonah said. When he was done, I laid down under the covers, and he started to change himself.

"Safe enough?" He asked, while laying down beside me and putting his arm around my waist. I answered with a quiet nod.

"I love you baby. And I won't ever let him touch you, again." He said.

"I love you Jo." I said, and closed my eyes.

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A/N: like it? idk, it's a bit extreme, but it's different