Chapter 15

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Emily's POV

I decided not to respond to the text. Yeah, that was probably best.

Another knock on the door, it was... Ty?

"Hey Ty." I greet him.

"Hey Em." He responds.

"Do you want to come in?" I ask politely.

"Umm yeah thanks." He awkwardly replies. I open the door for him to enter and close it behind him before going to the couch.

"So... what's up?" I say casually. He stands and sits closer to me and he hugs me.

"I'm sorry for what happened." He tells me.

"S'okay. It's not your fault." I emphasize the your.

"Yeah. I came over because I wanted to do this." He explains.

"Wha-" I get cut off by his lips on mine. Neither of us pull away for a few moments. But when we do, I ask,

"What was that?"

"A kiss." He says and then adds, "Want another one?" I smile at his humor and he leans in and so do I.

Then, I think of Nick. I pull away and start sobbing with my head in my hands.

"What's wrong?" he worriedly asks me.

"I'm afraid."

"What's there to be afraid of?"

"What if you leave me just like Nick? Why did Nick even leave? Does Adam know about this- what we were doing?" I list.

"I will never leave you. Nick left because- well I don't know why except for Jason was sending him threats. And Adam? Well... I was going to talk to him before I came here but he's with his girlfriend." He tells me.

"Ok. But that doesn't help." I retaliate.

"Emily Dahlburg! I have known you for almost six years! If I didn't like you I would've left years ago!" He scolds me. I laugh a little.

"Okay." I say, and for once, this time it's true.

I think I'm okay.

For now, anyway. (I was gonna end it here but it's too short and i needed to add more)

"Ty. I can't do this." I quickly run out of the house and get in my car. (Hasn't this happened before?)

I decided to drive to Kate's. When I got there I pounded on her door while sobbing. She finally opened up and then she saw my face and let me in.

"What happened?" She interogates me.

"I... Don't really know. Jason came and tried to apologize and when he left after I rejected his apology Ty came. We were talking and then he kissed me. I freaked out and ran- well drove- to here." I explain.

"Wow. Look, I don't know what to tell you. I suggest going back to your place. Even if Ty is still there, go inside and just talk." Kate advises.

"Ok. I think I will."

A/N

Hey guys! I hope you liked it! I need to tell someone that won't judge about this.

My family has been planning to move across town for months but I never really realized what that meant for me until my mom and I looked at some houses.

On the way home my mom started talking about moving and I just had a break down. I was balling my eyes out saying," I don't want to go. I don't want to leave my friends. I don't want to make more friends or start fresh. I just want things to be the same!" and my mom was just like,

"But honey-"

"No mom! You don't get it! I don't want to go to high school with my friends but I don't want to have millions and millions of friends!! It's not as great as it might sound!!"

"Emily you know-"

"I don't care." And I went on about my childhood and stuff while balling my eyes out for an hour straight.

I always knew it would come, but it hit me like a slap in the face.

What about Bob and Joe and Sam and Bobby and Joey and Sammy and my other best friends?

What about my favorite teachers?

What if I lose touch with my friends?

I don't want more friends.

How do I just FIT IN with everyone else?

Well, I don't know.

Wish me luck!

By the way, the reason the quote from Patrick Star is at the beginning is because that's how I feel about my friends.

I'd rather die than lose them, they are so close to me and mean so much.

They are my family too.

And I'd surely rather be an idiot than lose them.

I luv all of you! Wish me luck!

I wish you all the luckz! Even though you don't need it, you are all skilled and amazing!

BAAIII!!!

~Emily <3

Future Emily here, and yeah past Emily, I feel you. I'm still moving sadly but anyways, this story is just... I don't even know anymore. The sequel will be better. Pinky promise. It might be a bit slower though, and longer. (That's what she said) and way yeah....
Love you!
Cya!
-Emily <3

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