Standing By (Avi Kaplan fan fic)

Twelve

We didn't actually talk much at all after that. Sometimes silence is the best answer for things. Avi held my as close as possible. His breathing matching my own. But the hardest part was when Avi did speak. His voice a shaky cry that had my knees feel like jello. "I have no place to say I know what your going through. Because I don't. But. I hope you know I will be here every second of the way." My throat tightened and my lungs have out. I stuffed my face into his chest as I cried. And thus we sat. Crying in each others embrace until the very next morning.

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I woke to the feather soft touches of Avi's fingers fiddling with my hair. Brushing it over my shoulders and and behind my ear. A shiver enlightened my spine and I wriggled in place, my behind accidentally rubbing up against his front. I stopped in my tracks and looked up towards him. His face was flushed and heated. I felt my own blood rush to my cheeks as Avi's hot breath fan over my face before his lips met mine. I twisted my body to were I was facing him completely now, him doing the same, but now his body half over me. Nervousness clinched my chest as his lips danced with mine. My insides twisted at the thought if even kissing this man. Kissing another man. Not John. And then suddenly all my humanity seeped into my pores, realizing that yes. I am a human. Not property of John Krent. I wrapped my arms around Avi's neck. Him seeing this as an invitation, he moved the rest of the way over me, resting his hips between legs and pressing against my form. I sighed into his mouth as they danced. The tingling feeling running down my body to between my legs. Avi's tongue slid over my bottom lip. Asking to gain access. Simply I let him. His tongue filling my mouth as they fought for dominance. Avi placed a hand on my side and slowly ran down to my behind an gave it a light squeeze. I gasped at the contact and pulled back, biting my lower lip. Avi didn't stop there. His kisses ran down my chin to my jaw line, he growled dangerously into the shell of my ear before snaking a hand underneath my shirt. His fingers splaying out on my soft skin, then Avi began to slowly lift it.

But then the door opened.