"Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences"
- Consequences, Camila Cabello
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"It's okay to cry, Lyn.", Aaron said.
"Look, Aaron. I don't need your help.", i replied.
"You may now leave.", I added.
"Look, babe. I'm here for you. Stop pushing me away, please. We can work this way together.", he whispered.
Guilt contradicted at my heart but the sorrow and grief was so much more that I needed to be alone at this moment. I don't need anyone. I can deal with this alone.
"Aaron, respect me please." I said, my voice getting annoyed.
He hugged me and kiss my forehead.
"I love you. I'm always here, come back to me when you are ready, Lyn.", he smiled and proceeded to leave.
Little voices filled my head with thoughts like following Aaron and kiss him for being so understanding.
But, the pain, grief, and sorrow made me numb.
Dear Lyn,
Wishing you a wonderful day
How are you today?
Are you crying now? Please don't
It'll be hard to leave if you cry
I'm sorry if I hurt you
Didn't get the chance to tell you
I'm leaving this world without you
Lyn, babe, sweetheart,
Remember the moments we had
You'll always be in my heart
Seeing you smile makes me glad
I'll be with you every single day
Always on your side in every way
Lyn, I love you
Do you feel the same too?
I will always miss your cuddles
You and me at the bed
Tangled with each other
Couldn't forget your little snores
I love you more than anything else . . .
Love,
Aaron
When I came home, the shocking news made me stood still. Shocked and hurt.
Aaron was hit by a car while passing at the streets, the same time when I asked him to please leave me alone.
Funny, how time flies so fast. How things change and how people disappears without going back to you.
Aaron loves poetry where he expresses his feelings. He wrote this to me a few weeks before he died. I couldn't even keep a straight face when I am reading this. My facade always breaks, shatters like glasses, slowly cracking the broken me.
How foolish am I to not think that Aaron at that time! Is this my punishment?
Karma was and surely a bitch.
"Excuse me, Miss? Can I sit here?" a husky but manly voice asked.
Looking away from the window of the train, I slowly looked up and found forest-like green eyes glinting with hope staring back at me.
The man was certainly handsome. He was about 6 ft. tall, well built body, not too muscular.
"Excuse me, Miss?", the man once again asked. His face was now confused.
I felt my cheeks blushed and nodded.
"Sure. You can.", I said while clutching my purse.
He smiled and takes a seat beside me. I realised that he was fully packed. Maybe he was moving or having a vacation?
"So, what brings you here?", he asked.
"What do you mean?", I replied, bemused.
"Well, everyone in this train have different stories and journey. Faith brings us in here. I could have seated in different seats here in this train but my own feet led me here. And I think that's really a miracle.", he explained.
"A miracle?", I chuckled. "How are you so sure?", I added.
"The journey in this train is temporary. We met other people. We talked to each other, not really knowing each other's lives. We managed to smile and laugh at each other." He said.
"Is that what we are doing right now?", I asked.
"Why, yes.", he smiled. "Now tell me, why a beautiful lady like you, is here in this train, sitting beside me, looking so lost in thoughts?", he asked.
"Call me, Lyn." I said.
Maybe this is what God sent to me as an instrument to cope up.
"Excuse me?", he asked, confused.
"Call me Lyn. What's your name?", I asked.
His lips twitched with a smile.
"Call me, Alex.", he extended his hands for a handshake.
"Nice to meet you, Alex. Now, where are we?", I asked.
And just like that we got lost in the trail of our own thoughts.
The journey in that train was lovely. The memories will always be in my heart. Even if we didn't end up with each other. God knows, how much I am deeply happy for the secure and company he gave me in your arms.
"Mommy, what are you looking?", my daughter asked me.
I am now married and happily inlove. Aaron and Alex, will always hold a special place in my heart.
"Nothing baby. Just two couples getting married.", I said while getting her hand and walked away after sparing a glance at Alex and his wife.
Best wishes.
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Hey loves!
How are you todaaayyyy?
If you feel like getting drowned in sorrow. Then don't forget that God is always with you. Have faith, stay positive.
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