Melody Of Words

Worth

"I'm ready to forgive you,
But forgetting is a harder fight"
- Little Do You Know, Alex and Sierra

It's just the thing you could do to me
I could lose all my barries and walls
Crumbles everytime you smile at me
Felt like a peasant when you look like the prince in a ball

Still, my choice is you
Even if I don't belong in your world
Because I'm a bronze and you're gold
I'm still stuck on you like a glue

"Hey, you ready?" Elliot, my guy-friend asked me.

"As always." I reply while gathering my things at the locker.

"Come on." I began walking but I noticed that he was still standing and was staring at something. I focused my attention to the direction he was looking and I regret looking at that way.

Standing in the locker, lips attached to each other was my ex boyfriend who dumped me for my barbie fake toxic ex bestfriend. You're still the loser huh? I mocked my self.

You used to say I don't need make ups
You think I was beautiful in my own way
So how come you left me for a barbie
It wasn't me, it was you who fucked up

She was a gem I was a rock
She got tans while I did not

When tears has been pooling around my eyes. I was surprised when a hand covered my eyes and a voice came down whispering in my ear.

"You smell like rotten eggs." Elliot, as always, so typical.

Forcing a smile, I answered. "Let go of my eyes you idiot." He laughs and pinch my cheeks.

"He doesn't deserve you, Elli." Out of a sudden he blurted that out.

I smiled.

"I know." And the rest of the day passed by like a blur.

When I got home I immediately lay back on my bedroom. After taking a half warm bath. I changed and wore my comfy pajamas and decided to do my homeworks. After doing everything, a beep on my phone caught my attention.

Frowning, I opened it. It was a text coming from my ex. I deleted his number but I'm still so hang up on him that I still memorized it.

Unknown:
I wanna hold you even if I'm not supposed to.

Beep. Another message pops up.

Unknown:
You're still stuck on my head. I cannot get you out of it, Elli.

Millions of questions has been running up on my mind. My heart was racing so fast. But, I knew better but to protect my heart from another heartbreak. Even if it was so hard, I deleted his message.

For all those times that I cried. I only realized one thing, I don't need a man who wouldn't fight for me. All I need is me. At the end of the day, it was only me left fighting for my own life.

To say I was scared is true. But in order for you to be strong, you must stand up on your own.

He was in the past, my past. I could still find a real man who could fight for me. Who could accept me for who I am.

I was interrupted from my deep thoughts when a knock on my door came by.

"Elli, my dear, have you taken your medicines?"

Medicines. One reason why he left me I think.

"Yes, mom." I replied.

"Good. Sleep now. I love you, always." She presses a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you too." I whispered.

Because who would even fight for a girl who will have 6 months to live from now on?
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"That was amazing." Elliot said while smiling.

"I know. Elli too was amazing." I replied.

"Of course. She is my bestfriend." He smirked. "But now, she's my wife."

I laughed.

"Uh-huh. Even if she nearly slap you when you get drunk and went to the hospital and confessed your feelings to her?" I teased.

"I told you to not mention that!" I laughed so hard when I noticed his face. He was pretty embarrassed. His cheek had a pink tinged on it. He was pouting. Aww.

Swiftly, I kissed his lips softy. He still tasted sweet. I could still feel magic whenever we kissed. It took him seconds to respond, he was too surprised when I initiated to kiss him.

"I couldn't have survived my operation without you. Thank you for being there. I love you, too." I whispered.

"You're worth it." And manages to kiss me deeper again.

You don't need a man who cannot fight for you. Be with a man who can see your worth. From your good and worse moments. Trust me, it's all worth it.

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Hey loves!

Took a lot of day on not to update. Sorry 'bout that HAHA. Anyway, what do you think of this chapter? I'd like to see your comments below!

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Nina♥