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When I am alone,
I used to think about the things I haven't done
Like cutting out of classes and drinking liquors for fun
Or going out to places I haven't gone
When I am alone,
I lay in my bed and overthink things
What if I die too early?
Without seeking forgiveness to everybody
When I am alone,
I put my music on blast
Suddenly forgetting the chaotic world
Playing painful scenarios in my head
When I am alone,
I cry myself to sleep
Thinking what if my mother die
Without us by her side
When I am alone,
I reminisce the moment that's already gone
Going out from square one
Where my fathers figure wasn't gone
When I am alone,
I used to think about my friends
Can they decipher the real smile of mine?
Or what mess is going inside and out of my head?
When I am alone,
I used to think where did I go wrong
My little brother is drifting apart
In this home, I don't know who my family is
When I am alone,
I thought about breaking rules
Instead masking out the fool
Inside me is a broken tool
I need somebody
When I am alone,
I need your love
When I am alone,
Save me from this bemusement
I hide my sadness to everybody's amusement
When I say I'm alone,
I want you by my side
When I am alone,
I want you to hug me
When I am alone,
Please be with me
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Melody Of Words
Poetry"My love for you is like a poem. Deep, aesthetic, and surreal. It's like diving through the depths of the oceans and flying so high and marvelous towards the whole universe." - a compilation of different short stories with random genres mixed with p...
