Sore Loser

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I'm a train wreck in terms of you
I lose my mind when it comes to you
All it takes was to remember that day
I'm back to square one, baby

There's no special thing about you
And here I am, still hang up with you
Can't you see I'm hiding all these feelings?
I'm ignoring you for my sake of healing

One minute, I wanna thank you for the pain
But then, I wanna thank you more for the joy
I became strong and that's what I gain
We're back to being strangers, boy

My emotions are in haywire now
I fucking miss you but I don't want too
There's too many reasons to hate you
But the memories vanished them all

I still remembered every detail
No matter how I tried to divert my attention
I don't want to say this but I miss you
I know you don't care but thank you

This shit always happen
I'm in the verge of forgetting you
But all those happy memories kept coming back
I'm scared because I don't want you back

I'm brittle like a glass
Brittle like a wood on fire
My heart in pain that anytime could blast
But still, I smiled cause I don't give a fuck

I'm a sore loser for remembering you
I can't leave this battle alone
Why is it so unfair?
Why can you laugh so hard?

"Can't you stay with me?
 Can't we grow together?"

typing....

"Forget about me and you."

Another mistake and a lesson.

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