All Through Eternity ( Malec au )

Fight for it

Alec pov

It have been weeks since the last time I saw Magnus at my home front door. Since the last time my mom yelled at him. I tired to talk to my mom but since then she went on a business trip and still haven't come back yet.

I really need to talk to her because I can't handle it anymore. I miss Magnus. I miss his smile. His sassy laugh. His soothing voice. That way he can only make me less grumpy and so friendly with everyone around me.

Izzy and Jace didn't know anything about this situation when I talked to them. Obviously Izzy was young at that time. Jace on the other hand only know a bit about the situation but not fully because he was just so depressed that his family left him all alone.

I haven't been sleeping well lately because I just missed being wrapped around by Magnus's muscular arms.

Today this Tuesday another day Magnus ignoring me in the school hallway. Everyone is throwing questions at both Magnus and I but we just decided not to tell anything about it.

I sighed and took a deep breath " Izzy I can't do this anymore " I said and looked at Izzy who was playing with her food. We only got chance to talk in lunch break. That's when we all get together and I can't anymore. I miss Magnus. I need him in my life. I don't care what he did to me. It was in the past. Those memories aren't as important as now. Izzy just took my hand into hers " look Alec if you really miss him then go for it. You know something you are one of the most bravest people I have ever seen. You makes me feel so special and so happy. You are such a amazing person who cares about the people around you. Look you have guts to even come out to the family. You just gotta break the walls that you are building around yourself and fight for it. Fight for Magnus. Get him back if that what you want. I know you can do it. I have been noticing that things you are doing lately. I noticed the bag under you eyes everyday. Your fake laugh and smile. Everything. I can see everything. I may not know how you feel but I can see the pain in your eyes. So Alec fight for it. " Izzy finished and grabbed the water bottle " that was a lot of advice. Suck it up and go get what you want " she finished her sentence and drank the water in full speed.

I smiled a bit and looked at Izzy. She is right I need to fight for Magnus if I really want him " ok then I will fight for it " I said as a take out a piece of paper and a pencil. Then I scribbled down " meet me at the park tonight at 7 " 

I got up and Izzy just looked at me giving a big thumb up. I smiled and walked straight to Magnus's table. " Hey " I said waiting for Magnus to turn around but he didn't. I know he is ignoring me and I also know that I said it loudly because his friends were even looking at me. I took a deep breath and said " hey " clearly and loudly.

Magnus still doesn't turn around. I groaned and pulled Magnus's shirt collar to make him turn around. " What the hell?!? " Magnus asked as he turned around and I pulled his shirt collar. Before he opened to talk again I smashed my lips with his kissing him hard. I knew that he missed because he even let go of the spoon so he can wrapped his arms around me to kiss me back harder.

The kiss was longer than I thought. It was harsh and passionate. I miss his lips so damn badly and now it's finally the time. We both pulled away and our forehead were against each other. " We aren't supposed to be doing this " Magnus said and I looked him like a idiot. I grabbed the piece of paper from my pocket and put it in his back pocket of his pants. I smashed our lips again not having any idea of my confidence level.

I pulled away and walked back over to my table just to see Izzy with her mouth hung open. "What in the world was that??!?" Izzy asked still in shocked. I looked over to see Magnus who was still in shock as well standing.

" You said I need to fight for it. That is exactly what I am going to be doing " I said and went back to eating silently. I know he will come to the park. I am going to talk with my mom tomorrow and make her understand that Magnus is so important to me.