All Through Eternity ( Malec au )

Confusion everywhere

Grizz pov

I smiled as I saw Alec who was with his boyfriend in front of the school gate. I am super jealous of Magnus. He gets to hold Alec and give him all the love that I want to give him. I don't want to ruin anyone relationship but I also want Alec to know that if something happened I will always be with him.

I walked over to Alec and looked at Magnus who give me a side eye. I smirked and wrapped my arms around Alec's shoulder " so how is the assignment going? " I asked and looked at Alec who give me a smile. " It's almost done actually. " He said flashing me a smile. Magnus was clenching his teeth and I can even hear it from where I was standing. I actually like Magnus. He is such a good guy and always so protective over his boyfriend. I really like that but I just need to act like I don't like him because that's just the way we act towards each other. Deep down I really respect Magnus for taking good care of Alec.

The bell ring as everyone started to walk into the building. Alec and I went into the another section of building.
" So Christine huh? " He as he saw Christine walked by us.

" Don't start Alec " I said shaking my head. Christine is a beautiful girl but I don't like her in that way. It just slipped because of Alec. We both walked to the class and it was pretty boring as usual.

After the class we were all at the lunch table. Jack and Sasha joins us later on. Sasha is the like girl who is so loud and just super fun. When you are around her all your worries will be gone. Sasha does have family issues and all those stuff. Last time her parents fight and they were this close from getting a divorce. We didn't know any of these stuff happening because she always put a smile on her face. Then one day when we had a sleepover she had a breakdown. She told us everything. Since then we are a bit be careful with her because we really want to get to know her so we always try to figure out whether if she is really happy or just pretending. These days she is glowing because she is seeing this guy named Cameron. In my eyes Cameron does keep Sasha happy.

John used to be the football captain in his college life. So basically every girls want him but he only have eyes on Amber. He did get her but I am not a big fan of Amber. She is really pretty and all but she can be really annoying sometimes. She didn't cheat on John but
she just loves to flirt with guys in general. She even try flirting with me once but my eyes were all on Alec so it wasn't working.

Alec consider me as straight even though I never told him once that I am straight. Just from my past relationships and everything he consider me straight. Not only him most of my friends also consider me as a straight guy but for me I don't like labels. I am myself and I don't need no labels.

Alec was telling us how him and Magnus had a fight. For a second I actually felt sorry for Alec. I don't like him crying but it was all a misunderstanding and all I ever wanted was Alec to be happy. He is happy with Magnus and I will be okay with that even though seeing them together hurts me so much. I would cry most of the night just hoping one day I could touch Alec and make him mines but I know his love with Magnus is so strong and no one can break it. I won't break it too because Alec will be sad and I just want him to be happy.

" Hey! " Alec said and snapped his fingers towards me to snap me back to reality. " Stop thinking about Christine and eat you dumbass "

" Christine?!? " Sasha looked at me so does John. " What? " I asked as I dig into my food boringly. Now they are going to tease me with her. It's nothing new.

" Ooo she sure is a hottie " Sasha said and John nodded in agreement. " Bro that girl got da assssss " he said as he does the hand movement and Sasha throw the chapstick that she was playing at John. " Ayeee " John said and giggling and I groaned. " Can we not talk about this? I don't like discussing about her " I rolled my eyes at Alec who smirked
" Possessive much? " He asked and laughed. My blood was boiling inside. You are so dumb Alec. I am in love with you idiot. I said to myself  looking at Alec. " If we are going to talk about my love life I am leaving. I don't like it. " I said those words and went back to eating.

" Awee babyy sorrryyy " Sasha said and give me a bear hug. Sasha loves hugs and she just give the best hugs. I give her a smile to which she poke my nose. " We can talk about something else! " Sasha suggested and everyone nodded in agreement. Thanks to god.

Alec pov

Grizz is acting so weird the whole entire day. After that whole Christine incident at the lunch table kind of shocked me. I mean we were all teasing him and he have never acted this way before. He just looked so confused and sad. I really hope he is doing good. I don't want him to get hurt in anyway. I will do anything to protect him. The whole day my mind keep flashing back to the lunch table. Does he even like Christine or was he just not in the mood. I sighed as I get into the bed.

Magnus still hasn't stop in trying to kiss me. He keeps on trying again and again. I told him " no! " and he would be like " yes! " and I would be
" no " and it just go on forever.