All Through Eternity ( Malec au )

Friends forever

Alec pov

Almost a week after the fight between Magnus and I. We made up after that and even went on a date. Everything is going good so far and Grizz is still acting super weird about the whole Christine situation. I try to talk to him about it but he refused to talk about it. I decided to let it go after give some more tries. Sasha also said to let go of the situation but I don't like to see my best friend miserable. He is my best friend. I love him and cares about him so much. He also have been growing apart from me. We barely even talk these days.

We were in class but Grizz showed up late today. The class fortunately haven't start yet. He weakly walk up to the chair next to me and plopped his bag down on the floor as he took a seat. He let out a sigh and I looked at him. He looked back at me " what? " He asked and I just shook my head. " I don't know " I said looking down at my books. " Ok " I heard him say as he take his books out.
" Actually I do. I don't understand what is your problem. Do you have a problem talking to me? Why the hell have you been avoiding me all this time?!? " I asked a bit loudly and some people turn around to see what was going on. Grizz just sighed and as he was about to answer the teacher came in. The whole class was super awkward.

Somehow after the class ended Grizz was shoving his stuff into his bag and I looked at him.
" Say something " I said and he looked at me as he throw his bag on his shoulder. He smiled softly. " I love you Alexander. " He said softly before leaving the classroom. I was still in shock trying to process those words. Did my best friend just said he love me? Maybe it could be a friendly way " love " but it wasn't. I am not that dumb. It was out of nowhere. I was still trying to process before Sasha came into the classroom. " Hey you coming? " She asked and I gave her a weak smile.

" You okey? " She asked and I shook her head. " Grizz just said I love you to me " I looked up at her as I took a seat. She dropped her bag on the floor and took a seat on one of the chair " it can be like a friendly way right? " She asked with a face full of confusion. " It wasn't " I said and looked at her. " It was genuine. I thought he loves Christine but he always avoid her topic and now I asked why was he ignoring me these days and that was his answer. I don't think it was in friendly way " I said looking down my laps as I play with my finger. " Heyy it's going to be okay. " She said as she took my hands. " The last thing that I want to do is get my best friend hurt. I think it's happening right now. " I said with a shakingly voice and Sasha just hugged me tightly. Sasha hugs are what I need right now. She is always there for me when I needed someone.

After a while we both walked to the lunch table and Grizz was already there with John laughing about something. Grizz seems more fine and less stressed maybe it's because he let it all out to me and now I feel like I am carrying another burden.

" Heyy ! " Grizz said as he saw Sasha and I. He got up and gave Sasha a hug who give me a confused look. I also looked at him weird. He also pulled me into a hug. Sasha and I took a seat next to each other and Grizz was smiling at me. " Can we talk later? " He asked as I nodded confusingly.

We ate the lunch but it was so awkward for Sasha and I because she knows what is going on. John and Grizz was making stupid jokes but still it was super awkward.

After school Grizz walked into the toilet and I followed him. At this point nobody was using toilets because everyone was running back to home. Grizz took a deep breath. " I love you Alec that's probably why I have been avoiding you these past days because I know deep down you will never be mine because Magnus and you are like so in love. As a best friend I will never hurt you but if you need anything I will always be there for you. I also want you to know that you aren't hurting me. This is about my feelings for you and you don't need to feel bad. Do whatever you feel is right for you. I will just make sure that the whole feeling thing for you is gone. I do need some space for that but I will come and talk to you. I shouldn't have ignore you in the first place. That was such an immature move and I am bisexual. " He finished and I was wowed by the whole speech. This idiot is actually in love with me?!? What on Earth is going on and he is bisexual? Well I never ask about his sexuality because I always thought he was straight. Damn. I hate myself so much more now for assuming someone's sexuality without asking them first. I smiled a bit before pulling Grizz into a hug. " I am happy that you decided to speak to me about it. I promise you to not make it awkward. " I giggled and he smiled into my neck.

" That's why you are my best friend. Thanks for making everything easy for me " he said pulling back from the hug.
" Omg this felt like a weight is off from my shoulder. " He giggled and I shook my head.
" I still don't understand why you choose you feel in love with me. I am such an asshole " I laughed and he giggled " well I am also an idiot too so " he said back as we both laughed.

After that little talk I actually felt so happy and proud of Grizz. It will be such a hard journey to forget someone you love but I promise to be there for him at the same time I need to give him some space so he won't get hurt. I am happy that he said he was bisexual. I don't want to lose him. He is my best friend and I love him so much.