24- Saved but not forgiven

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"Hope" he said smirking

And with that my heart broke , how could he say that , do that . We are going to get married and built a future together . 'What are you saying , it's clear he doesn't give a shot about that ' I scolded  myself

"I'm sorry I disturb your make out session" i said coldly . His make out partner turned around and my heart broke more that it already have , if that was even humanly possible .

"Chole "

"Oh ,hey hope . I didn't see you there " she said then went back to kiss him . I lone tear escape from my eye and I quickly wipped it away but not that fast because he saw .

I quickly turned away , forgetting what I went there to do . I felt disgusted , by them , by him even by myself . I could believe I let myself ....,no I didn't , I would never .

I walked through the crowd quickly , I instantly became suffocating in there and couldn't breathe properly . Everything was falling apart , I was falling apart . I finally made my way outside the club , my hands went to my face and that is when I realized I have been crying. At that moment I wanted everything to stop , I needed time to think . I felt hurt and betrayed but I don't know why , why should I feel this way over someone that was never mind ,never could have been mine . I can't make him or want happened affect me like this . I should have known better than to think that he was over her , he would never be , she had him wrapped around her little finger.

I remember the conversation i had with her that day .

'FLASHBACK'

"So you're Alex's finance "

"Yes," I said " and you are??"

"Didn't Alex mention me "

"No, I think he has more important things to do than to talk about someone who means nothing to him "

"Oh really "

"Yeah really"

"Can I ask you a question "

"Yeah "

"Does he love you?" She asked

"Because he loves me," she said then walked out.

'END OF FLASHBACK '

That when it hit me , he still loves her . How could I be so stupid , it was so obvious . That day at the family picnic , when I saw him with her . This is giving me a headache , I walked further out , there was some benches outside the club so I went and sit on it . I was there lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice a pair of rough hands roaming my bare back . I looked up and saw a drunk guys beside me , he had a sick simile on his face .

"Hey beautiful, so you want to get out of her and have some fun " he asked I cringe at the thought of losing my virginity to this bimbo .

"No thank you" I said

"Why not , you look quiet tasty tonight "

"I ... I ... I'm engaged" i said getting quiet uncomfortable.

"What he doesn't know wouldn't hurt him" he said licking his lips . Ewwww, he tried to make a move on when a fist connected with his face 

"I think he already knows " a voice said . It was alex

Alex POV

It felt bad for what I didn't , I saw the hurt flash through her eyes when she saw m with Chole . I don't even know why out of every girl I pick Chole for this messed up shit , maybe because I knew it would hurt her more . But she started it , she was the one who kissed her ex . How could she do that , I know it doesn't justify what I did and I know how much of a child I sound like but at this point I don't care . She kissed him and that's the whole point here .

"Babe she's gone now , let's finish what we started " Chole said in a low seductive voice that I used to fall weak for but not again . Now when I here it I feel disgusted by her and now by myself for her being here .

"Chole, get off me " I said coldly

"What" her eyes went wide in shocked

" I said get your horing self off of me " I shouted , people that were walking by looked at us with shock and pity . If they ever knew the bitch .

She still looked out of it

"Do you really think after everything you did to me I would come back to you with open arms , like a lost puppy " I started to breath heavily " You are really insane , the only reason your here right now is to by back at hope , as you can see mission accomplished, your not needed anymore" i said

"You jerk , you'll regret this " she said walking away "

I thought after I did this , I would feel better but instead the pain in my heart got worse . I had the growing need to go look for her , to make sure she's alright . Before I knew it I was going the same direction she went .

I found her out side , she was beside a guy and they were talking .

"I ... I ... I'm engaged" she said

"What he doesn't know wouldn't hurt him" he said licking his lips . What is wrong with this guy , would be really be with a married woman .

Before I knew it my fist connected with his face.

"He already knows "I said , he looked up in fear.   He ran off ,fearing he would get another blow . I turned to look at hope , her eyes are widen in shock .

" are you okay " I said reaching for her

"Stay away from me " she screamed , she looked so broken , tears falling from her eyes

"Hope"  i said my voice quieter than before

"No , stay away " she said before the night sky took her away

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