Confidential love

12

Amy's Pov

When I woke up Mark was still sleeping, I put Chica out and watched her play for a little. When she was done doing her business I brought her back in and started to work on breakfast.

"Something smells good," Mark said walking down the steps as I poured his coffee.

"I am making breakfast. How did you sleep?"

"Peaceful, you?"

"Same, um Mark, last night?"

"Are you okay with what happened?" He looked so worried.

"Yeah, I just don't. Ugh!" I covered my face with my hands. "I'm not good with this stuff."

"Is it okay to hold you?" His voice was low.

I nodded my head yes. I felt his warm arms around my waist pulling me into him.

"I am really bad at expression and talking about feeling and shit," I said trying to calm down so I don't cry.

"It's okay, these things you are feeling are normal. Not everyone is good with talking about how they are feeling. Shit, there are people who don't even know what feelings are!"

"How do I start?"

"Well, we can talk about a feeling you have had if you want?"

"Can we talk about the feeling I have when I am around you?" I looked up at him.

"Sure." He looked down at me.

"Safe, which you know already, but I do feel a feeling that I haven't felt since I was really little."

"What is that?"

"Loved, like I am cared for."

"That you are, I care so much for you."

"Did you only kiss me back last night because you feel bad for me?"

"What? No, why would you think that?"

I looked down. He picked me up and had me sit on the island.

"Tell me what you feel when I do this, does it feel like I only did it because I felt bad for you?" He looked me in eyes then pulled me in for a long passionate kiss. We pulled away to breathe having our foreheads touching, once we got our breath back we went back to kissing, I wrapped my legs around him pulling him close to me as his tongue entered my mouth. I never kissed with tongue before so I didn't know what to do.

"Follow my lead, it's okay," Mark said softly.

"That easy to tell?" I felt my cheeks turn pink.

He smiled then started the kiss again, I followed his lead letting his tongue take control. He had one hand on my back and the other was in my hair. A small moan left my throat scaring me.

"What the?" I jumped back.

"That was a moan." He chuckled, "You really never have done anything? Not even with Todd?"

"No, he wanted to but mom would kill me, plus I don't want my first time to be with him."

"I am so honored that I was the one who made you have your first moan." He kissed the top of my head.

"Not trying to ruin the moment but I think the bacon is burning." I turned around looking at the black bacon in the frying pan.

He let me go rushing to the stove,

"I got it." He turned the stove off then dumped the charcoal bacon in the sink.

"Sorry." I looked down, "I ruined breakfast."