Nicki
It's been months since bey has gotten shot and honestly she isn't doing any better. There was a time after she got shot where she was able to communicate and stuff but then right when it was her time to leave her lung started to fail.The doctors said she might not make it but I have faith in my bey bey. She's way to strong to give up now.
They says she brain dead because she won't respond to anything but from time to time she squeezes my hand or twitches letting me know that she isn't brain dead. The kids have been their hyper normal selves outside of the hospital. When they come in here they just sit and talk to bey even though they know she won't respond. They miss her, I miss her, hell, everyone misses her.
Even though bey was semi ruthless she had a lot of people who respected and honored her. The whole community damn near came to see her. From the old ladies to the crackheads to the little kids who she adored. Her room was filled with balloons and teddy bears which I started to take it because to me it makes it look like she died here and she isn't dead.
Right now I'm singing her a song which I do daily and today I chose Come Back to Me from Star.
There's a light
Inside the dark
See the days are long and cold and broken
Filled with scars
I know it ain't easy
To keep movin' on
So you can come on home to me
Stay with me baby
(Baby, baby)
I'm here for you
(I'm here for you)
Through the rain and the battles, whatever
I'll be there, too
'Cause it ain't time to go
Yeah, this i know
(Yeah, this i know)
We got much more to do
So come on, come on back
To me
I've been through all, battered and bruised
This life... it ain't no way
For no one to live
My broken spirit's had enough
I can't stay
The system has failed
I'm going through hell
And i just want my mother's love again
Want to run into her arms
Don't go, don't go come on back
Come on home, baby, back to me
Don't leave 'cause I need you back
Come and lay your head down next to me
I know it ain't easy
To keep movin' on so you can
Come on home to me
You don't have to stay
Come take my hand
You've had enough
I'll wipe you tears away with all of my love
My love
So, come on back
(Come on home)
Don't you leave, don't you go
(Come on, baby)
I need you here
(Come to arms, let me hold you)
Don't leave me
On my own
(Just one time)
I want you home
I need you close
Right here in my arms
So come on back
(So come on home)
To me
Right as I finished her monitor started beeping and they rushed me out of her room. While i was standing at the door looking through the window all I seen was doctor crowding her and her have a seizure. Tears clouded my eyes as I heard "Call it. Time of death 2:47 pm February 26th". When I heard the whole sentence all I remember was getting dizzy.
The End __________________________
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