Broken

Broken- Chapter eighty one

I woke up to the sound of a baby crying and it just kept getting louder and louder. My ears felt like it would explode if that noise didn't stop right now. I felt like it it made my stitches hurt even more.

'Get that piece of shit out of here now!'

Sean looked at me with wrinkled eyebrows, 'I brought Bryon,' he smiled.

'I don't care Sean. That's your baby. Your reckless mistake. That's the product of a little bitch you got knocked up. And you know why? Cuz you couldn't keep it in your pants!'

'Was that really called for? Like I get it you're hurt but take it down a bit. This is my child and I would appreciate if you don't talk about him like that thank you.'

He stayed quiet for a bit, 'I know exactly what this is about. This always happens and honestly I'm sick of it!'

He looked at Bryon and sighed, 'I'll check on you tomorrow plus I have to go put Bryon down for his nap anyways.'

Gosh I hate kids.

After a few minutes Connor came bolting through the door. He pointed a finger at me, 'You!'

I nodded, 'Me.'

He sat in the chair next to my bed, 'I love you but I'll kill you.'

'Excuse me?' I wrinkled my brows.

'Let's talk. Like let's have a nice heartfelt conversation. So what's up? Why you snapping?'

'What?'

He threw his head back and sighed, 'I hate Sean but I like him ok. So stop hurting him.'

"I didn't do-"

"Dude! Just tell me what's up."

I honestly just wanted someone to talk to. I wanted to cry and I don't even know why. It's been years so why do I care? And according to Zack, he's most likely dead anyways. I felt a tear run down my face and I wiped it as quickly as I could. Connor's eyes softened and he gave me a hug. I held him tightly and I left my tears fall. He pat my back and told me everything was okay but it wasn't.

"I loved Andrew! That was the love of my life! The best fricking thing to even happen to me and it was all taken away! We were gonna have kids and get married. He was gonna be my first time but those dreams died! And it's all Sean and Ed's fault. I mean yeah we broke up but we would've worked through our problems. Not to mention my mother thinks I'm dead! I just want to go to her and tell her I'm here. I just want everything to be normal! My own mother s never going to see my get married! Never! And who's fault is that again? Sean's. If he didn't kidnap me...oh I just wish I wasn't walking at night from the hospital. So maybe it's Andrew's fault. If he didn't get drunk he wouldn't have crashed. Or maybe it's his mother's fault because she called me. Or maybe it's that bitch Hailey's fault! If her skank ass didn't go for my man we would've have broken up and he wouldn't have gotten drunk and crashed and his mother wouldn't have called me! Or maybe it's my fault I gave her my number in the first place!"

I let out a scream and Connor hugged me again, "I understand what you're going through. They took me from my family and friends too. We all had to go through this."

"Yeah but my whole life everything I ever loved was taken from me! My father, my best friend, Andrew and my mother! I just," I turned to the side and curled in a ball, "I just wanna be set free."

I sighed and he put his hand on my back but I shrugged it off, "Just leave me alone, please."

"Okay I'll leave."

"Wait," I sat up, "this is Hailey's fault," I laughed, "oh I'm gonna kill this son of a bitch."

"I really don't think you should do that. We can't just go around killing people."

"But that hoe isn't a person. She's the reason this happened to me in the first place. Plus, we kill bad people don't we? She's more than bad."

"Yeah okay so you're in need of some rest."

"Yeah how bout no," I yanked the covers off of me but hissed in pain. I got off the bed and stumbled on my feet, Connor catching me. I bunches over in pain because my stitches were still very recent and hadn't healed.

"Faith you need to rest."

"No just leave me alone. This is something I have to do."

I stumbled out of his hands and traced through the room, holding onto the walls for support.

"Do you really want to do this?"

I nodded and he sighed, "Ugh I hate you so much!"

He picked me up bridal style and carried me downstairs. Then he carried me to the car he cane in and we drove back to the house, which is very near.

"I'm coming with you then."

"No Connor."

"Yes I am. You can sleep here tonight and we can sneak out early tomorrow morning."

I nodded and stayed silent for a while, "Thank you...for listening and for this. And I'm sorry I yelled at you."

"It's okay," he smiled, "now you should go talk to Sean because he's very um well I don't want to say he's mad at you but I guess he's sad too so I'll just say he's very emotional."

I bit my lip and nodded before he took me out the car and we headed to the house.