Broken

Broken- Chapter eight four

I woke up naked under the sheets and when I turned around Connor was sitting at the edge of the bed with only his underwear on. I sat up slowly, holding the sheet towards my chest.

Oh shit, I messed up big time. Sean's going to hate me.

"Connor..."

He turned around slowly, "I feel so bad. We shouldn't have done that. I'm a terrible friend. He's going to hate me."

I grabbed the nearest clothing article near me, which just happened to be his shirt, and I threw it on.

I sighed and rubbed my head, "Last night was crazy as hell."

"Did you hear what I just said? We're in deep shit."

I rubbed my eyes, "Yeah I heard you just...give me a minute I don't feel so good."

"I don't care if you feel good or not!" he lowered his voice before sighing, "are we going to tell him?"

"Of course not," I looked at him with droopy eyes for a while before throwing up on the floor.

"Oh my gosh are you okay?"

"Sorry, I only do that when I'm like extremely stressed."

He took one of my towels and wiped the vomit up, "We'll mop that up later."

He sighed before sitting next to me. He was about to say something but I stopped him.

"I'm going to brush my teeth," he nodded, "should we tell Zack?"

"What? No! We can't tell anyone about any of the events that happens this morning okay?"

I nodded and headed to the bathroom. As I wanna brushed my teeth and all the events of last night came rushing to my head. Maybe I need one more distraction because honestly I can't live knowing that Hailey is the one that did all this. I walked out the bathroom and the first thing I saw was Connor's abs.

Oh gosh no.

He looked at me up and down and I saw something flash in his eyes but so did concern, "You look great in my shirt."

I walked towards him, "You think so?"

He hummed in agreement before sliding his hand under his shirt. He touched my breasts for less than a second before pulling away.

"No Faith we can't do this. He's my best friend and you're his girlfriend. I feel terrible already why don't you?"

"He made it clear that he doesn't want to talk to me. Maybe I'm not his girlfriend anymore."

"And you're okay with that?"

I nodded but I really wasn't I didn't know what I was okay with to be very honest. My emotions were in a mess.

"I should leave," he took his pants and looked at me so I began to take off his shirt but he stopped me, "no uh you'll give me back later."

He closed the door behind him and I heard someone talking outside. It was Sean.

"Hey man why are you leaving Faith's room this early?" Sean asked.

My eyes widened and Connor said, "Um she was really sad so I stayed the night with her just for company. Not like she has any other girls around to talk to so..."

"Yeah okay dude."

I ran into my bathroom and threw the shirt into my hamper. I felt someone know on my door knowing it was Sean I yelled, "Come in!"

He closed the door behind him and asked, "Are you in the shower?"

"Yeah I was just about to."

I felt so guilty heck. I hate myself for having sex with Connor but he was just right there. But even worse I used him. I sighed before entering the shower. I didn't stay long and I grabbed the same towel I had on when Connor came in and entered my room.

I hadn't talked to Sean since our argument and that was a while ago.

He walked close to me and caressed my face before dropping his hand to his side and clearing his throat. He stepped back, "We need to talk."

I nodded and sat on the couch but he didn't sit next to me which kind of pained me. But I didn't deserve to feel sad right now honestly.

"I don't like the way you talked about my son. Yeah I know he was a mistake and it was just some old ass hookup but I love him. Not to mention you killed his mother-"

"She wanted to kill me too though so I don't see the problem with that. And I'm sorry about the whole baby thing I was really upset and in pain and I kind of just snapped."

He smiled, "You know what. Let's forget about everything. I miss you a lot."

He came closer to me and kissed me but I didn't kiss him back. He pulled away and knitted his eyebrows, "Are you okay? Did I do something wrong?"

I shook my head and forced a smile. I felt so bad. I can't kiss him. Not after I just slept with someone else.

"Okay good, Bryon misses you."

"I'm gonna be honest, I hate babies and children they're so annoying."

"But you like Bryon though right?"

I ignored his question and placed a soft kiss on his lips. I placed my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.

"I killed someone earlier this morning."

He looked st me confused and I explained everything to him. Even told him the part about what that bitch confessed to. Of course I left out the part where me and Connor did the nasty.

"Wow...I'm sorry you have to go through this babe but just know I love you so much and I would do anything for you."

Ouch. I kept feeling worst with every passing second and I couldn't do anything about it. Not like I could just tell him.

"Yeah I know," I couldn't say it back as yet, I felt too horrible and I didn't deserve to say it. I didn't deserve him at all. He's so perfect. And I'm just a fake ass cheating hoe. But he did cheat on me before so maybe he wouldn't be as mad. Oh who am I kidding of course he would. I mean it's Connor! His best friend. I really blew it.

We sat in silence for a while before getting a text from Ed. He smiled at me before placing a kiss on my nose. He leaned to my ear and placed his hand on my thigh, "I can't wait to probably make up later."

He kissed my ear and winked at me before leaving my room. I can't have sex with him! I might crack and tell him the truth.

I sighed and headed downstairs to wait for his to get ready to go meet Ed.