𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎/𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜

hatefuck

"I hate you every time i fuck you.
But i close the door 'cause i'm young and insecure.
i loved you, what am i supposed to do?
We're good for a while because we're young and insecure."

fillie

i closed the door behind me, shamefully. he stood over in the corner of my room. watching me with that smirk that he always wore.

that stupid smile. i should have never have fallen for it.

if i didn't, i would've never met him and i wouldn't be stuck in this hurtful but lustful cycle that he dragged me into.

i would say i hated the pain, and i do but it also felt good. i couldn't stay mad at his stupid face.

his stupidly beautiful face.

"we need to talk." i said as i walked towards him, my skirt swaying gently against my petite hips as i walked over to him.

he pouted and sighed, "do we really need to talk princess?" he said looking at my legs hungrily. i knew exactly what he wanted.

it was only the matter of letting him have it.

"yes finn. we need to talk." i said with a tone of dominance in my voice. he looked at me from under his dark curls that constantly fell in his eyes.

he sat down on the bed, leaning back on his elbows, propping himself up. "i'm all ears." he said in a joking manner.

"we can't keep doing this finn. you know it's not good. its not natural..." his eyebrows furrowed as he sat up.

"this is natural. everything we do is natural sweetheart. trust me." finn said smirking from under his dark lashes.

he had wicked sex appeal.

but that couldn't stop me from trying to get this out in the open. to get this out of the way.

"finn, you know this isn't what you really want. you know that this is only a temporary solution to a long term problem." i said as he just moved his hands up to my hips, pulling me closer to him. his face right in front of my stomach.

he looked up at me, his eyes innocent. i knew this look, i knew it all too well.

"princess..." he said slyly, his hands sliding under my shirt to grab my bare skin. "you know i love talking just as much as the next guy but you know what's better than talking?" he questioned.

i gulped, i could feel my knees getting weak. i was giving in.

i had a strong will power and i was stubborn but something about the way finn was touching my skin and talking so softly towards me.

it made me want to give in.

and i did.

"no but i guess you could show me..." i teased before he forcefully pulled me closer to his body. his eyes devouring me, he licked his chapped lips.

that only made my knees grow weaker.

i knew what to do. i had done it all exactly a million times before, i took off my shirt. left only in my pink lace bra. he brought his lips to my stomach, kissing and leaving little marks everywhere.