i am not okay
i wonder if you still remember
i hear the rumors and accusations
i see how everything has a purpose, but
i want to erase those memories
i am disconnected from realityi pretend to be unbothered
i feel like im drowning
i think ive been thinking too much
i worry all the time, even though
i almost never cry.
i am still alive, thoughi understand that things are going to be alright, and
i say alot more than i used to
i dream about someone more important now
i hope for more good days
i am okay.
YOU ARE READING
i'm not sure what youre doing right now but i'm losing my fucking mind over you
Poetrymostly bullshit i use lots of metaphors based on true events