i'm not sure what youre doing right now but i'm losing my fucking mind over you

setting sail across the open sea

here i go again,
thinking about you
as if remembering will make me forget.
its hard to stay distracted,
because i often get stuck in my head
thinking and thinking
crying, repeating.
everything just keeps going back and forth
and its giving me motion sickness.
but sitting under that sky void of stars,
i realize that none of them look very special
maybe thats how the stars view us
maybe thats how i should view you;
with so much unimportancy that i soon forget
your name.
but life is full circle,
and everything comes back around eventually