Ricci Rivero, MD

25

"Hey. Good morning. Wakey up, baby." I moaned. My body's sore from that hard core sex we had.

"I'm so tired." Anunsyo ko.

He kissed me all over my face. "Wake up now. I prepared breakfast." I slightly opened my eyes seeing a half naked Rivero.

I love mornings with him.

"What time na ba?" I asked him. "7: 35AM, babe."

I stretched my body trying to wake my nerves up. Agad naman ulit ako hinalikan ni Rivero sa lips ko.

Ang landi talaga ng lalakeng to'.

"Wear this." Binigay nya naman yung t-shirt nya sakin. Mind you it's a dress when I'm the one wearing it.

He cooked bacons and egg plus garlic rice. Sabay na kami kumain habang nag usap lang ng random stuff.

"Babe?" he called me.

"Yes, babe?" I'm at the cr right now preparing. Hindi ko alam where we are heading but I'm sure this is gonna be fun. Ngayon lang ulit ako nagbakasyon kahit 2 days lang.

"I love you." I rolled my eyes kahit hindi nya nakita. Damn, I just hope this will end in marriage. I mean starting over again is really hard.

"I love you too." sagot ko at binack hug siya. I wasn't that clingy before pero ewan ko ba ngayon ba't ako ganto.

He told me we were going to batangas to celebrate his birthday. Finally, beach.

"Aren't you curious about us?" Sagot ko midway of our trip. I was just thinking about what ifs while we're heading to the place.

"Like what about?" He was driving habang yung isang kamay nya may hawak na sigarilyo. Ang hot lang tignan.

"I mean. Wala lang yung akala mo wala na talaga pero later on meron pa pala talaga. Ang galing lang." sabi ko na tila na amaze pa din.

"Well, what's meant to be will always find its way." Saad nya.

"What if di nanaman tayo mag work out the second time around?" I know this may come off as a negative one but what if lang naman cause I'm really scared.

Sinugal ko ulit yung puso ko. I'm just scared of losing him again and start another life without him. My heart's really happy with all of these at baka naman someone will just take this all away from me. I couldn't afford getting hurt again.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked me. I couldn't say a word. Ayoko sabihin na I'm overly attached baka kasi ako yung kawawa pagnagkataon na iiwan nya ako.

What if he's just doing this for a revenge diba?

"C'mon. Spill it. I wanna make this work and the only way we can work this is if we'll communicate with each other. So what is it, babe?" I know I have to open up kahit na labag sa kalooban ko. I have do it for my own sake.

"What do you want from me? Are you trying to take a revenge for fucking you up?" I said lowly.

"I told you una palang. I want you, babe. Only you. I'm not up for revenge. God, that's just too immature to even start with. I want you for the rest of my life. What's with the doubts?" He looked at me kahit na nag dra-drive ito.

"Just." I sighed and continued. "Just continue driving."

"No. I'll stop over. Let's talk. I don't want to keep you guessing what I really want and what you really feel."

"Wag na. It's you birthday. I don't want to ruin it. So just continue driving, babe." I smiled reassuring him.

Pero hindi nya ako pinakinggan and he really stopped.

He cup my face and rub my cheek.

"What's bothering you, babe? Is it me not taking you seriously? Cause if it is, stop overthinking. I understand that you're just scared of everything but trust me, I'm not going to do anything that would destroy you. Trust me, okay? I love you. I really do. We're not getting any younger, babe. I need someone to be there for me always. I need you in my life. So please, believe me?" I smiled.

He's really sweet and he really knows how to make me feel okay.

I'd always choose him in another lifetime.

It's always him.

Just him.

My Dr. Ricci Paolo Rivero.

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