*play song*
Y/n's pov.
I woke up when the sunlight shine into my eyes in between the curtain cracks, I notice the curtain was in a different design. I slowly sit up with the worse headache and i'm in someone's bed.
What happened?
I'm still on the same clothes I wore yesterday, the door in front of me then opens, revealing Mitsunari with a cup of tea.
" Mitsunari?, what the hell happened? " I asked.
" I saw you in the alleyway passed out " he said.
Now that he told me that, I remembered.
I went to the bar after the fight I had with Nathan. Mitsunari then sit down on the edge of the bed, giving me the cup of tea.
" how are you anyways? I asked.
" pretty much better actually, but the real question is, how are you? " he asked.
" well it's good to hear that but yeah I'm fine " I said.
" say, what were you doing in the alleyway? " he asked, I shook my head.
" nothing " I said and took a sip of the tea.
" I heard F/n's death " he said, that caught my attention and I look up at him.
" you did it didn't you? " he asked, I nodded.
" Nathan and I had a fight after that " I said and look away.
" oh, and Laurence just call me earlier, he asked me if I knew where you were " he said.
" what did you say? " I asked.
" I said I don't know, I know you don't want to see him " he said.
" thanks " I said.
I finish the tea and give the empty cup back at him.
" I should probably get back to my apartment " I said and push the blanket off me.
I stood up slowly and my headache subside as I stretch my body a little.
" you can stay for a while if you want, I just finish making breakfast actually " he said.
" nah, i'm good, i'll just eat later " I said and exit the room following him.
" you shouldn't miss out your daily meal you know " he said.
" I know, i'll make my own breakfast " I said and walk to his door.
" bye " he said, I smiled.
" i'm glad we're friends " I said and exit.
Walking to the elevator since Mitsunari's apartment is five floors above my apartment, I have to go five floors down. Walking in the elevator I press my floor and lean against the wall, I sighed and the back pocket of my tights then vibrates. I grab on what it is and it's just my phone.
I see like hundred of messages like literally, 114 messages from the others, and 26 messages from Nathan.
After reading a few of them, the elevator door opens and I walk down the hallway, continuing to read all the messages. When I arrived my door, I take out my key and unlock the door, I put my phone in my pocket and I enter to see Nathan, Dante, Nicole, Katelyn, Garroth-basically the Divines, but Ivy, Coraline, Peter and Laurence is here.
" where were you? " Natalie asked.
" why do you want to know? " I asked.
" you were gone last night Y/n, you didn't reply our text, of course we would be worry " Katelyn said.
I sighed and walk to the direction of my room, I push my door open and there I see Anson.
" get out " I said, he then picks up my blades on my dresser, showing it to me.
" I'm keeping this " he said and put it in his pocket.
I sighed as he walk out of my room. I turn around.
" what? " I asked.
" really Y/n?, can't you be a little serious?, you had a fight with your brother, ran off and was gone for a night, do you think we would just not care? " Travis asked.
" brother?, i'm sorry but I never had a brother, he died months ago by an overdose " I said.
" what is wrong with you? " Ivy asked.
" you really wanna know what's wrong? " I asked.
" well yeah " she said.
" lets just say, I, Y/n L/n, who doesn't know anything, I never know how to love, not even my mom, not even my dad, not even my brother, nor my stepdad, stepsister and stepbrother, i'm just a jealous, spite filled, starving, mental, emotional, anorexic, depressing bitch, who is trying to get out of a black whole that doesn't even have an entrance " I lean against my door holding the door knob.
" your last name is not L/n anymore, is Janson " Anson said.
" who said I have a last name?, I never had one " I said and shut the door, I then open it again.
" by the way thanks for coming " I said and did a two finger salute at them as I shut the door again.
~ Time Skip ~
I sit down on my office chair and grab a pen from my pen holder, I take the stack of paper reports and start filling it in. My headphones are on with the volume high and my favorite music blasting in my ears.
Nathan and I haven't been communicating that much, Victor is pretty much okay, he has been dealing with the government about dad's death, but it seems like he had it covered. I'm not actually doing pretty good myself, after that fight with Nathan, I'm still am depressed about that.
Luke seems to be okay ever since Sabine has been with him. Mitsunari and Yukio has also been doing pretty well, they just have a little problem with the agency but it looks like they can handle it. As for the others.
The Shadow Knights and The Divine has been cooperating a lot, Victor is also planning for the Shadow Knights to join but they seemed like they're not ready yet. Victor gave them time to think about it.
I have cut a lot recently, Nathan noticed and he did got angry about it, he himself has stopped cutting, right now he's so focus about my health and problems.
I saw a glimpse of a person entering my office from the edge of my eyes and I look up to see Travis, I ignored him and look back down on my papers.
He place down an envelope on my desk and I look back up at him and he walks away with a small smile. I pick up the envelope and open it, taking out the folded paper inside it, I unfold it and start reading it.
You know, you could have treated us better, we're really sorry for what happened to the Murakami's, Ivy was being a little bitch but Tadashi was being the same as well, so that's even. Honestly, I've been having a feeling ever since that incident in the bar, you actually did a pretty good performance, I gotta say, I like the punch to the jaw. I'm just going to keep this short and simple so that's all i gotta write i guess.
By the way, your a really good kisser, i'd say the kiss did meant something to me.
SK-L
A tug was on the edge of my lips, I bit my bottom lip as I smile and move side to side as I sit on my chair, leaning back, this ended up making me have a smirk plastered all over my face.
It's obviously Laurence. Oh Zvahl, when will you ever be not stupid?
I HAVE REALIZED I'VE BEEN SPELLING LAURENCE'S LAST NAME WRONG, IT'S ACTUALLY Zvahl INSTEAD OF Zvhal, I'M REALLY SORRY IF I IRRITATE YOU GUYS BY MY MISSPELLING.
Bye!
ฅ'ω'ฅ
~ Mariko
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Make Me【Laurence X Reader】[ Completed ]
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