Fading away || {Yoongi x BTS}

Chapter 8 {Jin}

Finally finallyyyyy, I am EXPLODING with excitement right now let's get right to it
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But only to be woken up hours later by the peculiar sound of .....

Crying ?, yeah that definitely was someone crying, but who ?, no one ever came to Yoongis room anymore except- oh OH!

Jin?! Was jin the one whose cry's Yoongi was hearing ? It couldn't be right ? His Hyung wouldn't cry all alone at night, he'd go cuddle with namjoon or any of the other five.

Yoongi rolled over and saw what he at first thought was his imagination, Jin sitting there, leaning his back on his bed with his knees drawn up to his chest, sobbing.

The rapper almost fell out of his bed at this sight, his only Hyung, crying alone on the floor.

Yoongi POV

I sat up without making any noise and quietly make my way across the room, I'm thankful for my lazy self that didn't take off the long clothes from today, I kneel down next to jin-Hyung and put an arm on his shoulder, he immediately looks up, his eyes are as wide as a deer in the headlights would be.

„W-what are you doing awake" Jin sniffled and tried to calm his sobbing „I woke up because I head you sobbing Hyung, What's wrong?" god my voice sounds awful Nd gruff.

„Ha ha i-it's alright Yoongi-ah, 'm sorry for waking you, go back to bed" he managed to get out between sobs, „Hyung c'mon you can tell me what's wrong" I sling an arm around his shoulders hoping I'm not making him uncomfortable „n-no" hyung whimpers, fucking Jin Hyung Whimpered!.

„Please Hyung im really worried about you, you're not usually like this" I say leaning my head on his shoulders as I notice how he relaxes a tiny bit, then he speaks again, his breath hitching with sobs and hiccups now and then „Oh, Yoongi, why am I even here, you're all so perfect and special, and then there's me, I was literally scouter just walking down the street, I'm not a dancer, singer or rapper, the only thing I have is my face, but even that isn't anything special here, I mean just look at Jimine or Jungkookie...." Seokjin kept on rambling about how useless he was in bangtang.

I sling my arms fully around Seokjin and hugged him as tight as I could, making him shut up and began „Hyung you literally cook for us everyday, you look out for us, take care of us when we're sick, scold namjoon for breaking things, keep the maknaes in check, you may not be as good at dancing as Hobi or be able to rap like namjoon, fuck maybe you can't sing like Jimin, but you still try, you can still keep up with them, yes you work very hard we all know that Hyung and we love you for that, I mean, fuck you Literally raised all of us, especially Kookie, haven't you noticed how much you influence each one of us, we wouldn't be this far without you, I doubt we'd have even debuted without you"

3rd POV

Yoongi unhugged jin who finally stopped sobbing out of sadness but started sobbing out of happiness, Yoongi stood before Jin, smiling a bit, just then the door opened, there were Namjoon and Jimin, having heard the sobs of the eldest and come here, the picture they found enraged them, Yoongi standing, Smiling at a sobbing, in their eyes out of sadness, hurt, Jin curled at the edge of his bed.

Namjoon walked over and shoved Yoongi away, hugging Jin and trying to calm him, since he still thought the second eldest hurt his precious Jinnie, Jimin, well he grabbed Yoongi by his collar and yelled „WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HIM" Yoongi was dizzy when Jimin finally stopped shaking him, he was so dizzy he was sure he'd collapse when if the younger let him go

„I-I didn't-„ Yoongi was cut of by a Loud 'SLAP' sound that made his head turn and his cheek sting, there were tears in his eyes...
It was Namjoon... Namjoon had just slapped him, the leader looked full of rage and started yelling at Yoongi.

„DIDNT WHAT?! First Taehyung, then Jimin and now even fucking Jin!, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!, Do you really want us to hate you that much, fine, WE HATE YOU!!!...."

Namjoon went on and on until „n-no Joon he-„ Jin tried to interfere only to be quieted down by Jimin hugging and shushing him with „it's alright hyungie Let namjoon handle Yoongi".

Yoongi had tears rolling down his face by this point and he couldn't do it anymore, so when namjoon was distracted for a second by Jin he ran.

He could've sworn he was never faster, still with tears in his eyes and running down his cheeks he ran through the dorm and out the front door, not stopping to put on his coat, he ran out onto the street and down to the Bighit building, the normally twenty minute walk was cut down to three minutes of running, disoriented while still crying, Namjoons word replaying in his mind over and over again.

WE HATE YOU
WE HATE YOU !
WE HATE YOU!!

He ran up the stairs thankful that he had the keys to the building and to his studio, but when he opened the door he was met with Dark eyes staring at him....

Dak-ho was standing before him, smirking .....

In the dorm

„YOONGI" Jin cried out when he saw the younger run with the tears in his eyes, Jimin and Namjoon stood there dumbfounded for a second before becoming even more angry „what the fu-„ Namjoon was cut of by Jin „YOU IDIOTS, he- he didn't hurt me" „W-what" Jimin asked before following up with „but you were crying and he", Jin cut him of again „I woke him up accidentally, I was sad and he cheered me up, when you came I was crying because he had been so nice to me!" Jin stood up „c'mon we have to find him, don't you remember what happened last time he ran away crying Namjoon!?".

Fuck, Namjoon had completely forgotten that time Yoongi and the members got in an argument and Yoongi almost died of hypothermia because he ran away while in a bad state of mind, he had actually completely forgotten Yoongi was a person for a second.

„Fuck! Oh fuck I- I fucking slapped him, I slapped him and yelled at him, oh no" Namjoon finally realized what he did, the anger subsided and was replaced with worry, worry for Yoongi and what he would do.

If only they had noticed before, maybe it wouldn't have come to this....

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Welll well well here we go again, Yoongi now thinks the members hate him, and is in a fragile state of mind when he encounters Dak-ho alone in the bighit building.... what will happen?
That's it for this chapter, chap 9 should be out in a few hours, maybe less, goodbye
Bonbons 🍬 stay safe
Cya
-Liyra