Fading away || {Yoongi x BTS}

Chapter 21

Ok here's the extra 5 chapters that most of u wanted, but be warned :
There's gonna be a shitload of angst, gore, violence, action, rape ...
Please be careful and don't trigger yourself reading this love you 💜.
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-after the MotS Persona comeback-

"Hyung are you sure you don't want any of us coming with you, I'm sure no one would mind" Namjoon asked Yoongi out in the hallway, the older rapper was just about to go to the studio to get his phone which he had forgotten after he fell asleep writing lyrics the night before.

"Joonie it's fine I'll just grab it real quick and be back in 10 minutes, not use dragging someone else with me" the older have Namjoon a kiss on the cheek and went out of the front door, Namjoon stood there for a second, a bad feeling in his gut before he decided that it was probably nothing, Yoongi was reliable, if he said he would be back in 10 then he'd be back in 10 minutes.

Namjoon went out of the hallway into the living room where the other 5boys were sitting on the couch watching a movie, Jungkook was hogging the popcorn while Taehyung and Jin were trying to grab some aswell, Jimin was just cuddled into Hoseoks side drifting off occasionally, the small dancer had waited for the oldest rapper to return the night before and because of that had fallen asleep on the couch at about 3 am.

The leader smiled and sat down on the Armchair next to the couch, watching his boyfriends more than the actual movie, Jungkook had insisted they watched Infinity wars again even though they had seen it about a million times by this point none of them could resist their bunny's pouting.

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Yoongi walked out of his studio, checking twice that he had his phone and everything else before locking the door and walking down the halls of the company building, it was a very nice building, a bit old and starting to get cramped with TXT as well as the trainees there now as well as Bangtan and all their studios but it was still like a second home to all of them.

He checked the time and noted that he had about 7 minutes to get home before Namjoon would start to worry, He connected his headphones and started up the collab song from Hoseok and Becky G, the happy attitude of both of them in the song made a smile grace his lips as he swiftly exited the building and walked down the same road he took to come here, at one point he started slightly humming the song as he blended out the other people on the street, he had a few thoughts about them in the back of his mind,

How many of them would return to a cold loveless home?
How many didn't have people that loved them?
Who wouldn't make it to the next year?
Which of them would be blamed?

He had these thoughts a lot ever since his life turned on the bright side again, it was more a question of who would be as lucky as him and recover and who would just fall down infringe of their illness and stay down.

He shook his head when the streetlight turned to green signaling him and everyone else that waited to cross, he didn't put much thought to the things in his head when he was out, focusing on the music that still played in his head even if his phone had already paused it, Yoongi was careful about walking in a busy street with his music too loud, he didn't want to disturb others with it and he himself wanted to hear the cars approaching.

He didn't know why but, cars driving by and low chatter from the people around him somehow calmed him down it was as if it was telling him that he was still alive, still walking in the same world where he had beautiful boyfriends and a great career and this all wasn't some fever dream he's been having that would end any day now because he was really just laying dead on some streetcorner.